려욱, 사랑해♥...♪

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 14/??
Past Chapters: 01|02|03|04|05|06|07|08|09|10|11|12|13
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: AH!!! My precious readers! You all may kill me for not updating for a month now! I'm so sorry!!! I know I said I'd be able to update more often after the 15th of October, but things didn't go as plan! I've been really busy with school work so I haven't been able to do much with this story! But do not fear! I am not giving up on this fic! Therefore I am here with another update after a long hiatus? lol. I hope you guys do enjoy this chapter cause something exciting does happen! Kekeke~ And as a warning though, the fic is coming to an end very soon. There are at least two more chapters before the ending is here, so be aware. Now go and read aways~ I've missed your comments<3 (:



Kyuhyun wakes up and finds Ryeowook sleeping next to him. He smiles at the cute sight. He feels much better now that his headache isn’t pounding as strong anymore. But seeing Ryeowook laying next to him like this just makes it go all away and he thinks it’s time he really made a decision on what he wants to do with his life. If Ryeowook wasn’t going to remember, he didn’t want to spend the rest of his life waiting. It would be unfair to the rest of him to do so. He caresses Ryeowook’s cheek softly.

It’s been almost three months. I think it’s about time for me to let go. You seem happy with Yesung hyung anyways.

He carefully gets up from bed and goes off to do whatever was on his mind.

~@~

“Doctor, are you sure you can’t do anything about it?”

Kyuhyun stares at Ryeowook’s doctor with pleading eyes, trying to get the doctor to tell him something, anything that would help him get Ryeowook to remember. The doctor only sighed and shook his head.

“I’m sorry, but I think the chances of him remembering are too slim now. There’s no other advice I can give you. Cases like these sometimes are never solved, therefore their memories that were lost, were never regained. I don’t think there’s anything that will help it now. I’m terribly sorry,” the doctor says with sadness embedded all over his face.

“I… I see,” Kyuhyun nods, trying to hold back his tears as best as he could. “Thank you.”

Kyuhyun gets up and is about to go out the doctor’s office, but the older man’s voice stops him.

“Kyuhyun-sshi, a miracle can happen though. It’s a rare thing, but some of my patients back then had regained their memories a year after their incident. It could happen with Ryeowook, but like I said, it’s a rare thing.”

Kyuhyun nods a little and leaves the office.

~@~

“Sure, Kyuhyun. If that’s what you really feel like doing, then I can look into it and understand.”

Kyuhyun bows down to his manager in show of his gratitude.

“Thank you, Manager Kim. Thank so much.”

~@~

He gets back to the dorms and realizes that not yet everyone is awake. He finds Eeteuk in the kitchen busy cooking ramen noodles.

“Hyung?” Kyuhyun calls out.

Eeteuk stops and turns to look at the owner of the voice. The leader is a little surprised to see the magnae out of bed so early when he was sick.

“Oh, Kyuhyun-ah! Are you feeling better now?” Eeteuk asks with a soft smile.

“Mm,” he nods a little.

“The noodles are almost done so it’ll just be awhile longer,” the leader chuckled as he returned his focus to stirring the noodles in the pot. “Ah, why are you up so early anyways? It’s only seven in the morning. You shou–”

“Actually hyung, I have something I want to talk about with you and the others, but not with Ryeowook.” Kyuhyun informed.

Eeteuk eyed his dongsaeng with worry. What could he possibly want to tell us?

~@~

All but Ryeowook were awoken from their morning slumber and gathered into their small living room. Heechul and Kangin were the two who had to be forced out of bed. Eeteuk of course had fun using his water screen tactic on the both of them. The members were curious as to what Kyuhyun had to say because Heechul swore that if it was not important he would kill all of them for messing up his morning with an early wake up call and water that was from Eeteuk’s mouth.

“Okay everyone, settle down,” the oldest of the twelve speaks. “Ryeowook is still sleeping, so we have to be quiet. We can’t risk him waking up on us now.”

Everyone in the room closed their mouths right away.

“Now Kyuhyun, you may tell us your news.” Eeteuk says with a grin.

Kyuhyun stares down at his hands on his lap. He’s not sure how to tell them. Will they accept this? Maybe they’ll see me as a traitor and hate me. No, I have to do this.

“I-I… I’m,” he gulped, “I’m going on temporary leave for five months.”

Kyuhyun makes himself look up and he catches the stares he’s getting from the members. The room suddenly feels as if it had just become even quieter than it already was. It also began to feel smaller to Kyuhyun. He wants someone to say something, anything – just something to break this horrible, thick, excruciating silence that had grown. He didn’t want this to happen. But someone finally decides to speak upon this news.

“You can’t do that.” Heechul disagrees. “Do you know how fucking long that is? That’s like half a years worth away!”

Siwon and Hankyung, who have the Cinderella man sandwiched between them on the other couch, rubbed his back soothingly. Kyuhyun doesn’t say anything. He’s too scared to.

“Are you… Are you giving up on Ryeowook?” Kibum asks with damp eyes. “Kyuhyun, did you forget about all the things you and I talked about?”

Kyuhyun stares at Kibum and shakes his head furiously.

“No, hyung! I haven’t! It’s just–”

“Kyuhyun, you can’t just leave like this. It’ll cause a ruckus with the media.” Shindong warns, but out of worry.

“I’ve already spoken with Manager Kim about it and he has it covered.” Kyuhyun explains.

“Still, you can’t just quit on us for five months!” Heechul cries. “I know you’re feeling pain, but we all are too! You’re not the only one who wants to escape, Kyuhyun!”

Donghae doesn’t want to say anything because he’s already crying tears into Eunhyuk’s shirt. Sungmin just watched along with Eeteuk and Kangin. Hankyung and Siwon were, like always, trying to calm Heechul’s nerves down. Yesung didn’t want to hear anymore. It was painful. Though he despised Kyuhyun for being able to have Ryeowook’s heart still, he didn’t want him to leave the group. It would put them in jeopardy.

“Calm down, Heechul!” Hankyung said a bit annoyed with Heechul’s temper.

“Kyuhyun, please you can’t leave like this!” Kibum frowned.

Kyuhyun fought hard not to cry. I’m sorry you guys…

“I’m sorry… I’ve already made my decision.” Kyuhyun mumbles sadly, not looking at anyone but the floor.

“How could you?!” Heechul screamed as tears fell down his face heavily.

“I’m so sorry hyung…”

Heechul releases himself from Siwon and Hankyung’s grip and runs to Kyuhyun. He begins hitting the magnae on his chest.

“I thought you were stronger than this, Kyuhyun!”

Yesung couldn’t take it anymore. If they kept going at this, Ryeowook may wake up.

“I thought you were–”

“Will you guys stop it?!” Yesung yells.

Everyone suddenly becomes quiet and stares at Yesung in shock.

“Can you guys… please stop? You guys are going to wake Ryeowook up.” He says irritated.

He gets up from his seat and storms off into Kyuhyun’s room, where Ryeowook’s sleeping. As soon as he disappears, Siwon pulls Heechul away from the beaten magnae. Eeteuk decides to talk.

“Kyuhyun, let me ask you this, okay?”

Kyuhyun only nods.

“Are you positive you really want to go?”

“Yes, hyung. It’s my final decision.” Kyuhyun answers with true honesty.

And that’s when everyone slowly leaves the room one by one. Soon it’s only Eeteuk and Kangin left. Kyuhyun feels like all of his energy had been drained from this one discussion. He gets up and walks over to Eeteuk and Kangin. When he’s about to apologize again, he’s taken by surprise. Eeteuk had enveloped him into a tight hug.

“It’s okay Kyuhyun. I understand. Even though I don’t want you to leave like this, I know I can’t stop you, so do as your heart says. I know you’re not doing anything wrong.” Eeteuk encourages.

And Kyuhyun cries on his shoulder. He feels Kangin come up behind him and pat his back.

“It’s alright, Kyuhyun.” Kangin cooes.

~@~

Yesung sat down on Kyuhyun’s bed, right beside Ryeowook. He smiled sadly down at the sleeping boy. He brought a hand to his face and softly caressed the high cheekbone.

“I love you, but why am I beginning to feel horrible? Is it because I took you from your real happiness? I fear of you leaving me all alone, Wook. But I know you won’t be happy with me. You only think you are. You’re true happiness is leaving though. He’s leaving now, and it’s my entire fault. I’m sorry, Ryeowook…”

Yesung bent down and placed a small kiss on Ryeowook’s forehead. He smiled once more at the boy below him.

“Rest well, my Ryeowook.” He whispered sweetly.

He gets up and opens the door, only to be surprise to see Kibum standing outside.

“C-Can we talk?” Kibum stutters.

Yesung only stares at the younger male.

~@~

“What is it do you want to tell me? If you’re here to give me a damn lecture about me stealing Ryeowook, then I don’t want to hear it.” Yesung says with his arms cross tightly across his chest.

“No… I… I…” Kibum stutters.

“You wha–”

Kibum plunges forward and presses his lips lightly against Yesung’s. The older male’s eyes widen in shock. He knows he should push away Kibum, but yet he can’t help but keep him there. Before anything else happens, Kibum slowly pulls away.

“Kibum…?” Yesung asks with confusion.

“Hyung… Hyung I… I’m sorry.” Kibum whispers and looks down.

“W-What?”

“I’m sorry, Yesung. I’m sorry for having been so cold to you. I’m sorry. I know I’m being very ignorant for doing that to you, but I couldn’t help myself.”

Yesung listened carefully to his dongsaeng.

“Kyuhyun is leaving and I… I know now things will never be the same. I will never be with you,” tears brim his eyes as he speaks, “ever. So just this last time let me say something?”

Yesung nodded.

“Even though Kyuhyun is leaving, don’t you ever leave Ryeowook. Until he remembers, don’t ever leave him. Even if he ends up hating you for lying to him, at least he’ll remember how much he meant to you. Protect him in place of Kyuhyun. While you do that I will be forgetting how much I’ve loved you. How much I’ve craved for warmth from you, and how my heart was ruined. I’ll be moving on.” Kibum forces on a shaky smile for Yesung.

“Kibum, what…?” Yesung mumbles while taking a step toward the young man.

Kibum shakes his head and steps away from his reach.

“No, Yesung. I’m strong and you know it. I’m not going to cry over this like some teenage girl, okay,” he laughs a little, “I can forget too, haha. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be perfectly fine. Just please… I want you to watch over Ryeowook. Be happy with him.”

And before Yesung can even say a thing, Kibum turns around and quickly leaves the balcony. Yesung is breathless and confused. But what he can’t understand is the painful pounding of his heart. Why…?


so what do you guys think? shocker huh? keke~ was this an awesome comeback or what? xD but wow. so much seems to be going on isn't there? well, i'll try to update as soon as possible okay? but i can't promise any time soon! >.< comments are<333

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 13/??
Past Chapters: 01|02|03|04|05|06|07|08|09|10|11|12
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Oh my goodness! I've finally finished typing up this chapter! Hooray for me! And happiness to you all, my wonderful readers!<3 8D And I'm sorry I haven't updated in such a long time! But today I was able to find some time and actually get stuff written! So yayhoo! Kekekeke. xD And guess what?! My volleyball season is over in two weeks or so, so that means my updating pace may pick up a little after the 15th of October! Awesome, isn't it? (: So anyways, now you guys can go read! Enjoy this chapter because I think there's a few exciting things that happen! 8D LOL. Note: this is kind of an intense chappie? xD



Ryeowook is asked to watch over Kyuhyun for the next few days, against Yesung’s will. He did not want Ryeowook to watch over Kyuhyun. He knows what the band members are trying to do and even though he wants to object to the idea, he can’t because it’ll make Ryeowook curious. And if Ryeowook is curious, it won’t be good, so he acts as if everything is fine and goes to finish his schedule for the day.

~@~

Kyuhyun’s sleeping with a look of pain on his face. Ryeowook frowns and checks his temperature. It’s still high as ever, so he gets up to go rewet the damp cloth. He comes back a minute later and sits in his same spot on the bed beside the ill boy. He is taken aback when he’s about to place the cool cloth on Kyuhyun’s forehead and notices a few stray tears slipping through Kyuhyun’s lidded eyes. In quick, but soft motions, he pushes away the magnae’s wet bangs that are plastered to his forehead and places the wet cloth on Kyuhyun’s forehead. Just shortly afterwards he brings down a hand and carefully wipes away Kyuhyun’s tears with his delicate fingers.

“Kyuhyun are you okay…?” Ryeowook whispers with much concern.

He waits awhile, but receives no reply. Already knowing that Kyuhyun is asleep, he feels stupid for even asking. He can’t help himself from feeling the need to protect Kyuhyun, and make sure he becomes healthy and well again. He’s not sure why he’s feeling this way, but he’s willing to find out sometime soon. He sighs and stares down at the sleeping boy, without realizing it his hand begins caressing Kyuhyun’s cheek.

“Why do I do this, Kyuhyun…?” Ryeowook whispers.

~@~

Kibum walks into his room and catches Yesung sitting on his bed. His eyes are wide. What’s he doing here? The older of the two looks up and smiles a little up at the younger one. Kibum is lost and is unsure of what Yesung is up to. He takes his time to put his things away and can’t help but feel uncomfortable with the man’s gaze following his every move. He takes a seat beside Yesung, giving them space. They’re stuck in an unusual silence until Kibum is tired.

“Hyung, I want to sleep. I’m tired.” He mumbles.

Yesung looks at him and frowns a little.

“Kibum, can we talk?”

“About what? We could’ve talked weeks ago.” Kibum says tiredly.

“I know, but… can you just hear me out?” Yesung begs.

Kibum wishes he could say no, but he wants to hear what his hyung wants to say, and so he listens.

“I know you love me and I mean a lot to you, but… I’m sorry. I’m with Ryeowook now. I can’t just–”

Kibum doesn’t need to hear anymore. He’s tired of hearing the same words come out of the man’s mouth.

“He’s not yours! How many times… how many times do I have to ask you to accept that? He belongs with Kyuhyun, Yesung… They belong together. Just… let him go. Kyuhyun’s hurting as much as I am! We’re both hurting because of you!” Kibum cries out loud. “Stop telling me you’re sorry! Stop telling me you know I love you!”

Yesung just stares at him, once again speechless. Kibum realizes that he’s never going to get a response from him.

“Can you leave me alone now? I’m tired.” Kibum asks.

“I’m sorry,” Yesung nods.

Kibum watches as he gets up and goes out of his room, behind his door. He lies down on his bed and curls into a ball. Tears skid across his face and fall onto the snow white pillow.

“I love you, you idiot…” Kibum whispers to no one.

~@~

Yesung is walking to his and Ryeowook’s room, but stops when he passes Sungmin’s and Kyuhyun’s room. He takes a peek through the crack of the door and doorframe. He frowns when he sees Ryeowook caress Kyuhyun’s face though. He wants to walk in, but feels too hurt to move. His hand on the door slightly gives way, causing the door to open a little more and creak. He takes a quick step away from the the door and rushes his way to his room. Why is it him?

~@~

Ryeowook hears a creak and quickly removes his hand from Kyuhyun’s face. He looks up at the door and sees that the door had been pushed further open. He wonders who it is, but seeing that no one is planning on coming in, he calms himself down and looks down at Kyuhyun again. He gets up and goes to look out into the hallway. He sees no one and decides to shut the door due to the loud buzzing coming from Donghae and Eunhyuk’s videogame.

He walks back to Kyuhyun’s bed and lies down beside him with the little space he had. He hums that unknown song once again and before he knows it, he’s singing to it. As he continues to sing, he starts to wonder. Where have I heard this song? How do I even know it? Does it mean something? He finishes it and frowns. He was tired. Very tired. He feels his eye lids start to close and then he’s slipping into a peaceful darkness. But before he did he had one last thought: Why is it, that I can fall asleep so easily beside him?

~@~

Eeteuk yells at Eunhyuk and Donghae for being too noisy. It was late and he and many of the others were tired. The rest never really understood why Eunhyuk and Donghae could just keep going even when they were exhausted. But he wasn’t going to find out anyways. The two boys pout like puppies and turn off their game. They drag their feet heavily on the floors to their shared room. Eeteuk just laughs at them.

“Those two,” he smiles.

He remembers he wants to check on Kyuhyun and Ryeowook, so he starts walking to the room they were in. He makes sure not to make any noise when he opens the door. He’s shocked to see Ryeowook asleep beside Kyuhyun, squished on the small twin sized bed. But nonetheless he smiles at the scene because it reminds him of the past when KyuWook used to be together–happily together. He stares at the sweet scene.

“Hey…”

Eeteuk becomes a little startled when he feels Kangin’s hushed greeting against his ear and his big arms wrapping around his thin frame. He turns his head to the side to look at his boyfriend, and Kangin plants a soft kiss on his cheek, warming it.

“Looks like how it used to be, huh,” Kangin smiles at the scene before him and his lover.

“Yes, it does indeed,” Eeteuk nods.

They watch the ex-couple for a few more minutes until Eeteuk decides that it’s time for them to leave the two magnaes alone and head off to bed. Kangin replies with a quiet, but tiring “okay” before they both wish Kyuhyun luck and close the door.

~@~

Since Ryeowook was sleeping in Kyuhyun’s room, Sungmin had decided to stay in Yesung’s until Kyuhyun had fully healed. He watches as Yesung tosses and turns in the bed across from his. He wonders what’s bothering the man so much tonight.

“Are you okay?” Sungmin asks.

Yesung stops to stare at the ceiling.

“No.”

“Something’s bothering you, isn’t it?”

Yesung doesn’t answer.

“Let me guess, something about Ryeowook?” Sungmin chuckles.

“It’s not funny, Sungmin.” Yesung says in a serious voice.

“I know, hyung.” Sungmin says, while he stops his laughing.

“I don’t like how he has to take care of Kyuhyun. It’s–”

“It’s to help him, hyung.”

“It is supposed to help him regain his memories. To help him remember Kyuhyun. And I don’t want him to remember, Sungmin! I don’t want him to leave me just because of those memories. I love him. I love him. I’m so scared he might suddenly jump up the next day only to remember that he loves Kyuhyun, our magnae and not me. I’m worried he may realize that Kyuhyun’s his boyfriend and not me.”

Sungmin just sits and listens to his hyung’s worries. His hyung was crazy in love and he felt bad for him.

“I really want to be with him, Sungmin. I really want him to see only me and nobody else. Why can’t it be that easy? I’ve loved him ever since I’ve met him. I feel so stupid for never letting him know my feelings. I wish I had fought harder for him. If I did, maybe we could’ve been a true couple. Maybe then, he wouldn’t have been with Kyuhyun because then I would be the one giving him every single thing he needs and not Kyuhyun. I don’t want him to leave me, Sungmin. The thought’s painful. It kills me, knowing that Ryeowook could remember any moment.”

Yesung’s crying now. Sungmin goes over and embraces his hyung.

“There are times when you must sacrifice one thing you absolutely love even if you don’t want to. And when the time comes, you are forced to let it go. Even so, the best will always come out of it. Trust me, hyung. When your time comes, and you let go, you’ll feel like you’re falling down from the tallest mountain ever, but don’t you forget, there is always something or someone who will help catch you and brighten up your life. You can’t live a solemn life forever.” Sungmin says.

And Yesung shuts his eyes close, more tears falling.

“I know… I know. I can’t keep him forever with me even if I wanted to… I can’t.” Yesung murmurs sadly along with a broken smile because he knows his time is coming soon.


so? hehe! did you guys enjoy it? awesome yes? we're able to really see what poor yesungie is feeling inside, and how confused ryeowook has become. kekeke. and will kyuhyun get better soon? will the luck kangteuk wished for kyuhyun actually work? hmm... until the next chapter, we'll see. i love you all~ now comment aways to make me happy! 8D

Title: Blue Tomorrow? Maybe.
Pairing: KyuWook
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Summary: Ryeowook is tired of having blue tomorrows.
Author's Note: Wrote this today because I'm bored and I don't want to do my homework. And it's to make up to my wonderful readers, since I haven't been able to update "Insomnia" for about a good two to three weeks now. I'm so sorry to you guys, by the way for not updating. I've been super busy, so there's a lot of stress. But there is a link to a preview of the next chapter to Insomnia, which I'm not done writing up yet. So my wonderful Insomnia readers, keep your eyes open for it! And now you may go read this sorry gift, my readers. xD



“Yah, Kim Ryeowook!”

Ryeowook turns around from the sound of his name resonating off of someone’s tongue. He’s stun to see the one and only person he’s been waiting for so long, just a few meters away from him. The other boy smiles at him and he can’t help but manage a shaky smile, as tears of joy engulf his eyes. He drops the textbooks in his arms and they fall onto the sidewalk. He dashes over to the said boy, who had his arms extended out to him. He slams into him hard, and wraps his arms around his waist tightly as he cries.

“You’re b-back, Kyuhyun!” He says through broken sobs.

Ryeowook hears Kyuhyun chuckle a little and he soon feels the younger male’s arms embrace him. He buries his face deeper into Kyuhyun’s chest and lets out more sobs. Kyuhyun feels his shirt dampen, but doesn’t really seem to care. But once he knows this boy isn’t going to stop crying any soon, he pulls away just enough to take a look at Ryeowook’s tearstained face. He smiles sweetly at him.

“Why are you crying,” he gently wipes away his hyung’s tears with the pads of his fingers.

Ryeowook can’t stop the happy tears from flowing.

“B-Because you’re f-finally b-back; I’ve w-waited two years a-and you’ve finally c-come back home… I missed you so much.” Ryeowook, the hyung, although smaller, cries.

Kyuhyun grins happily at those words. He pulls Ryeowook back and hugs him again.

“I missed you too, hyung~” Kyuhyun coos. “I’m never going away for that long again. I love you, Ryeowook.”

And Ryeowook stops crying because now he knows this is real. Now he knows that Kyuhyun is really back. And now he knows that their love will glow like never before, and it makes him happy because he won’t have to live with blue tomorrows anymore. Everything will be okay now. Possibly better…


soooo? hehe! i hope you guys liked this! and yay, to the happy ending! and one more thing. my volleyball season is almost over, so i'll be updating "Insomnia" soon! (: And here's the link to a preview of the next chapter!: Preview of Chapter 13.

Preview to Chapter 13 of Insomnia.


He sighs and stares down at the sleeping boy, without realizing it his hand begins caressing his cheek.




“I love you, you idiot..." Kibum whispers to no one.



“Kibum, can we talk?”



He watches as he gets up and goes out of his room, behind his door. He lies down on his bed and curls into a ball. Tears skid across his face and fall onto the snow white pillow.



"Why do I do this, Kyuhyun...?" Ryeowook whispers.



yes... i know it's a very short preview! xD but it's all because i haven't been able to type much of it yet! so please await the next chappie! 8D i love you, my readers!<3

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 12/??
Past Chapters: 01|02|03|04|05|06|07|08|09|10|11
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Hey guys! I was able to get another update done because luckily I didn't get any weekend homework except for syllabuses. 8D But this chapter is short, I've gotta say. Not much happens either, just some interesting convos? LOL. I don't know. Just be happy I was able to update? (: Now go read aways because who knows how long it may take for my next update? >.<



Kibum comes home to find Yesung alone in the kitchen. He frowns when he notices the purplish bruise by Yesung’s lip. He walks into the kitchen and grabs a cup of water. Yesung isn’t surprise to see him. It was midnight and that’s when Kibum usually finishes all of his schedules for the day. Kibum’s back is resting against the counter as he drinks. Yesung is right next to him.

“I heard Kyuhyun hit you today.” Kibum decides to speak.

“Hah, news sure gets around fast.” Yesung laughs a little.

“Are… Are you okay?”

“I’m fine, just a little sore.”

“Oh…” Kibum frowns some more.

It becomes quiet between the both of them for awhile.

“Shouldn’t you be in bed with Ryeowook?” Kibum forces himself to ask.

Yesung turns to look at him with a small frown. Kibum’s putting his cup into the sink.

“Kibum…”

“I know I shouldn’t have asked that. I was just curious because he has insomnia, you know.” Kibum defends himself as he turns his attention back to Yesung.

Yesung only nods.

“Well, I’m going to bed now. You should too, hyung. See you in the morning.”

Kibum turns around and starts walking out of the kitchen.

“Wait Kibum…” Yesung says.

The young boy turns around and looks at him with questioning eyes. Yesung’s mouth was open, but he doesn’t even know what he was planning to say.

“…Hyung?”

Yesung closes his mouth and shakes his head.

“No… never mind, Kibum. You can go.” Yesung smiles a little.

Kibum feels a little uneasy, but ignores the feeling and walks off to his shared room with Shindong.

~@~

“I love you, Wookie. You must work hard to find me.” The voice tells him.

Ryeowook’s frantically looking for the source of that voice. He’s running and running in what seemed like an endless prairie. He’s positive it’s not Yesung’s voice, but he can’t help thinking it sounds like someone he knows.

“No… who are you?” He asks the voice. “Do I know you?”

“You must find me, Ryeowook. You have to…” the voice replies.

The voice is beginning to fade further away and Ryeowook becomes frantic.

“I know that voice…” Ryeowook murmurs to himself as he runs.

“Ryeowook, find me…” the voice echoes.

“No! No, come back!” Ryeowook shakes his head.

“I’m still waiting. Find me, Wookie. I love you…” the voice sounds so very far away now.

Ryeowook drops to the ground and cries.

“No!!!” He howls.

Ryeowook jerks up from his bed yelling Yesung’s name as he sobs. Yesung runs into the room and sees a frantic Ryeowook. He sees the magnae’s shoulders shaking and quickly goes over to embrace him. Ryeowook clings onto his pajama top and buries his face into his chest.

“Shh… I’m right here, Wook,” he coos, “Everything will be okay.”

Ryeowook shakes his head and lets out a small whimper. It wasn’t the first time Ryeowook’s ever had such a dream since his accident.

“I want to remember, Yesung… I want to remember now…” Ryeowook sobs.

The older man tenses a bit at his words, but Ryeowook couldn’t notice.

“It was just a nightmare, Ryeowook. It’s okay.” Yesung comforts.

“Don’t leave me,” the younger male pleas.

“I won’t. I’ll be right here.” Yesung promises and kisses the top of his head.

Ryeowook closes his eyes tightly and calms down.

~@~

“Chullie-ah…?” Siwon calls from the other side of the room.

Heechul doesn’t answer.

“Heechul, please cheer up.” Hankyung insists.

“We love you.” Siwon says softly, hoping that’d make a change.

“I know you both do.” Heechul replies, as if reading a line from some text book.

Hankyung goes over to the older male and lies down next to him on the bed. Heechul snuggles into his warmth. Siwon follows Hankyung’s actions shortly afterwards. Heechul feels Siwon come up behind him and wrap his arms around his waist. He’s now sandwiched between his two lovers.

“Please don’t be mad at Eeteuk anymore.” Siwon whispers. “I know you’re upset, but please understand him, too.”

“Siwon’s right, Cinderella.” Hankyung pouts cutely.

Heechul smiles a little at the sight of Hankyung’s adorable face in front of him and reaches to caress his cheek.

“I know you two. I know I shouldn’t be mad at him. I know that he’s just trying to protect everyone and Ryeowook, but it’s just so hard to hide everything.” Heechul murmurs quietly. “Kyuhyun means a lot to me and it bothers knowing how much our magnae is hurting. He has to face Yesung and Ryeowook everyday and I think it’s unfair. So help me please by not making me feel guilty for being so cold to you guys these days.”

Siwon chuckles a little, and Hankyung gives him a warm smile.

“Even if you become cold as ice to us, we’ll still love you because we just know how you are.” Siwon breathes onto the back of his neck.

“Yes, this is Kim Heechul for us.” Hankyung giggles.

Heechul grins at the love his boyfriends are showering at him. He loves being with them. They always make him feel like he’s someone really important and someone who deserves the most love in the world. He nuzzles his head onto Hankyung’s chest and sighs.

“I love you both.” He giggles.

“We love you too!” Both men said.

“So… will you apologize to Eeteuk tomorrow?” Hankyung asks.

Heechul scoffs at his boyfriend and hits him playfully on the chest.

“I’ll think about it.”

~@~

Sungmin wakes up from the sound of Kyuhyun whimpering. He sits up and looks at the boy sleeping on the other side. He sees him tossing here and there in bed.

“Kyu…?” Sungmin calls his name in question form.

As he continues to toss and turn Sungmin panics and gets out of bed. He rushes to the magnae’s side and turns on the lamp. He notices the beads of sweat on Kyuhyun’s forehead and how pale he looks. Sungmin palms Kyuhyun’s forehead and is surprise at how warm he is. He shakes the magnae a little, trying to wake him up from what seems to be a terrifying slumber. Kyuhyun doesn’t respond, but only whimpers. Not caring if he wakes up the other members, he calls for Eeteuk.

“Hyung! Hyung-ah! Eeteuk hyung!” Sungmin screams frantically.

And in a matter of a couple seconds, their leader is bursting through the door, his body filled with only concern.

“What’s wrong?!” Eeteuk exclaims.

The rest of the members are awoken from this and they gather outside the room.

“Hyung! Kyuhyun has a high fever and he’s not responding to me that well!” Sungmin cries.


oh noes! kyu's sick! D: will he get better? and my, my, wook's dreams are getting more interesting yes? hehehe. i'll try to update soon! and i'm sorry the yebum scene isn't much. @________@ i couldn't really think of anything. lol.

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 11/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Oh my god, I'm so happy I was able to get this chapter and another update done before starting school! 8D But this chapter was a bit rushed because I really wanted to have one more update before I start school. So yea it's not all that great. I'm not that satisfied with it. @______@ You will notice I rushed with this one because I hardly wrote? Pretty much just talking, lol. So this would be considered a "boring" chapter. But you can't skip it because there is something exciting that happens somewhere. xD Anyways, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter even though it's not much because it will be my very last update till awhile, maybe.



Yesung wakes up and realizes that Ryeowook isn’t in bed. He gets out of bed and heads to check the bathroom, but the door was open and the light was off. Yesung decides to wash up and change before continuing his search. After he finishes, he walks to the kitchen to see if Ryeowook is there, but to his surprise he wasn’t. Where is he? But then he notices someone standing on the balcony. It was Kyuhyun. He walks out to the balcony as well and takes a place by Kyuhyun.

It felt nice. There is a mild breeze, giving off some fresh morning air. He lets out of satisfying sigh and Kyuhyun turns his head to look at him. The magnae is astonished to see his hyung there, but either way turns his attention back to the city view. They are quiet for awhile, both just enjoying the nice air. But Kyuhyun thinks this is the only time he will have to talk to Yesung privately. It was still pretty early, so most of the members were still sleeping.

“Why did you do it?” He keeps his gaze out towards the city as he asks his question.

“Tell him lies?” Yesung replies with a small laugh at the end.

“Why did you do it, hyung?” Kyuhyun repeats the question.

“I think out of everyone, you know fairly well why I did it.” Yesung smirks a little while speaking.

“I love him though. I still love him now, too.”

Yesung laughs at Kyuhyun’s words.

“Kyuhyun, there’s one thing you still don’t understand: I love him, too.”

“I had him first though.” Kyuhyun says in a thick voice as he looks at his hyung.

“Well, I’m sorry. He doesn’t remember your relationship with him, so you might as well give up, Kyuhyun.”

And that breaks Kyuhyun apart. He feels anger begin to boil up inside of him. How dare he tell me to give up?!

“Face it, no matter what you do, or what you try to do, he won’t come back to you because he’s in love with me now. It’s been almost two months, just go find someone else.” Yesung tries to say nicely, as he too, faces Kyuhyun.

“You jerk!” Kyuhyun yells angrily.

He throws a punch to Yesung’s left cheek. Yesung hardly has any time to move before he feels something hard contact his face. He falls onto the floor and groans in pain. Kyuhyun gets on top of Yesung and they begin throwing punches at one another. A few seconds in, Kangin and Eeteuk comes out of nowhere and grabs him off of Yesung. The rest of the members are now crowded by the balcony doorway.

“Kyuhyun, what do you think you’re doing?!” Eeteuk panics.

“Let me go,” he tries to pull away from Kangin and Eeteuk’s grip, “Let me beat the crap out of this bastard!”

Just then Ryeowook runs out onto the balcony and crouches down beside Yesung. Kyuhyun freezes. He went to Yesung…

“Yesung!” Ryeowook cries.

The eternal magnae helps pull Yesung up to his feet, and wraps one of his boyfriend's arms around his shoulders. Ryeowook takes a quick look at Kyuhyun before taking Yesung away with him. Kyuhyun notices his eyes showed disappointment and confusion. It is then when he realizes what he’s done and guilt begins to eat at him.

~@~

“Ah…” Yesung hisses.

“Sorry.” Ryeowook apologizes and dabs softer. “What happened?”

“It’s nothing. Kyuhyun was just in a bad mood today. I shouldn’t have bothered him.” Yesung lies.

Ryeowook stops and frowns at him.

“What?” Yesung asks.

“If he was in a bad mood, then why’d you bother him? You could’ve gotten worse if Eeteuk and Kangin didn’t find the both of you!” Ryeowook exclaimed.

“I’m sorry. It just happened.” Yesung fakes a smile.

“Now you’re just not making any sense,” he frowns even more.

“Aish, would you just hurry up and finish fixing up my face please? You don’t want me looking like some monster for the rest of my life, do you?”

“I think you deserve to, since you messed with Kyuhyun.” Ryeowook giggles.

Ryeowook presses down the cotton ball hard on one of his bruises.

“OWW,” Yesung screeches.

Ryeowook just laughs at his boyfriend’s sufferings.

“Where did you go last night anyways?” Yesung finally remembers to ask.

“Oh, I fell asleep in Hyunnie’s room last night.”

Yesung looks at Ryeowook with wide eyes.

“You what?”

“I accidentally fell asleep in Kyuhyun’s room. I’m sorry if I scared you a little this morning.” Ryeowook explains for his disappearance.

“Oh… okay.” Yesung says frowning.

~@~

“Why’d you start hitting him? Did he say something to you?” Eeteuk questions.

Kyuhyun laughs a little.

“Of course he said something. If he didn’t, would I have beaten him up?” Kyuhyun scoffs.

Eeteuk sighs as he finishes the last of Kyuhyun’s bruises.

“You just ruined a big chance of getting Ryeowook. If you still want that chance, I suggest you go and apologize to Yesung.” Eeteuk insists.

“But hyung, he–”

“Ah, ah, ah,” he brings up his pointer finger, “you were wrong also. Now do what I tell you to and go apologize when you’ve calmed down and thought about what you did.”

Kyuhyun doesn’t say anything as Eeteuk leaves his room.

~@~

Kibummie~ You just missed an awesome fight!
Kyuhyun owned Yesung on the balcony! >:]
When you come home, I’ll tell you all about it!
-Pretty Cinderella Heechullie.

Kibum laughs a bit at the text message he just received from Heechul. Kyuhyun pawned Yesung, huh? Wish I was there. He sighs and lifts up his head a bit so his makeup artist could finish fixing up his face. He never understood why he needed makeup on anyways. He looks fine without any on.

“Five more minutes then your break is over!” The director informs.

“Yeh~” Kibum replies.

I hope Kyuhyun didn’t beat Yesung too badly.

~@~

Ryeowook knocks on Kyuhyun’s bedroom door.

“Who is it?” Kyuhyun demands.

He’s been in his room all day. Luckily today was their day off so they didn’t have anything much to do.

“I-It’s me, Hyunnie.” Ryeowook answers hesitantly.

Kyuhyun doesn’t answer and he takes that as his cue to go in. He’s not surprised to see Sungmin with Kyuhyun, but for some reason he couldn’t help but feel a little jealous. Sungmin gets up to leave them some privacy. Ryeowook goes to take Sungmin’s place on the office chair near Kyuhyun’s bed. He spins on it from side to side as he observes his dongsaeng.

“What are you doing here?” Kyuhyun asks. “Shouldn't you be taking care of Yesung?”

Ryeowook grimaces at the way he calls out Yesung’s name.

“Why did you hit him?”

Kyuhyun chuckles a little.

“He bothered me. I wasn’t in a good mood this morning.” Kyuhyun lies.

Ryeowook quirks up an eyebrow at Kyuhyun’s reply. He isn’t sure if he should believe Kyuhyun’s reply. It was exactly the same thing Yesung said, but he couldn’t help but to find out the truth. Things seem really suspicious to him.

“You’re lying,” Ryeowook purposely says.

“Just leave me alone right now! I’m not in the mood to talk to you!” Kyuhyun says a bit too harshly as he whips around to look at his hyung.

Ryeowook flinches at his tone. What’s wrong with him today? He is–for the first time, ever , scared of Kyuhyun.

“…You don’t need to yell at me.” Ryeowook whispers sadly. “You could’ve just told me nicely.”

Kyuhyun sighs and shuts his eyes tightly for a second before reopening them.

“I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to snap at you like that.” He says softly. “I’m really just not in the mood to talk to anyone right now, so it’s best to leave me alone for now.”

“It’s okay… I understand. I’ll leave you alone now.” Ryeowook murmurs apologetically.

He gets up and is about to leave when Kyuhyun suddenly sits up and grabs his hand. He pulls Ryeowook to him and hugs him tightly. Ryeowook is taken by surprise and tries to push Kyuhyun away from him.

“Hyung… I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for hitting Yesung. I didn’t mean to! It just happened! Please don’t be upset with me!” Kyuhyun cries into his hyung’s shoulder.

Ryeowook is unsure of what to do and just sits there. He hesitantly wraps his arms around the magnae and pats his back.

“I’m not mad at you, Hyunnie…” Ryeowook says with a smile.

Kyuhyun just holds onto him tighter. I know you’re not. Kim Ryeowook can almost never get mad. I just need someone to hold onto right now… Someone who I know loves me.


so? haha. boring much, yes? xD but ooh, did you guys enjoy the surprise? cause i sure hope you guys did! 8D comments<3 and so like i said earlier, my next update won't be till awhile. till then, please be strong and wait for me to comeback? who knows? i might not be as busy as i think i will be, but we'll see. i'll miss you, my precious readers!<3 i'll try to update as soon as i can too!

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 10/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Wee~ Aren't you guys happy? I'm back with ANOTHER update! (: I was able to write another chapter today, which is good~ I hope you guys enjoy this one too! But there is more angst in this one I believe, but who knows? It could just be me. xD I also changed my writing tense to present tense. I realized I write so much better this way~ 8D Anyways, go read aways~ This is my last update for awhile, probably. >.< But we'll see what happens! ^^L



For the next few days, Kibum and Yesung hardly talks to one another. When other members ask Kibum why he doesn’t come out to spend time with them when he’s on breaks, he tells them he’s busy with his script and doesn’t want to be bothered. It’s weird he says that because he’s memorizing the same old script every time they ask and it’s almost worrisome.

When they ask Yesung why he’s been drifting off to his own little world these days he answers, “I’m just tired from our packed schedules.” But the funny thing is, his schedule hasn’t been all that packed; just performances, Star King, and sometimes radio broadcasts. Many of them are beginning to notice the weird atmosphere between the magnae and hyung.

~@~

“Yesung…?” Ryeowook calls his name in a slight whisper.

Yesung looks up from his book and sees a nervous Ryeowook standing not far from the door and his bed. His heart jumps a bit at the sight. He’s so cute. Ryeowook tries to avoid eye contact.

“Umm… c-can I ask you something?” The eternal magnae stutters his question adorably.

Yesung manages a chuckle. He extends his arms out towards his boyfriend and waits for him to cuddle next to him in bed. Ryeowook looks up a little and goes to settle next to Yesung, arms hooking around one another.

“What is it?” Yesung asks.

“I... I wanted to ask…”

Ryeowook is unsure if he should ask his question or not. He wasn’t sure how Yesung would react, so it scared him. What if he doesn’t want to talk about it and gets mad? Yesung already knows what Ryeowook wants to ask, so he doesn’t want to wait.

“Just tell me, Wook. I promise I won’t get mad if it’s about Kibum.” Yesung says.

“Promise me?” He says looking up at him with shiny eyes.

“Promise,” Yesung nods.

“Okay,” the magnae sighs, “what happened between Kibum and you?”

Yesung knew this was what he wanted to ask him, but he frowned either way at actually hearing it come out of Ryeowook’s mouth. He isn’t sure if he wants to answer because he doesn’t want to lose Ryeowook, or at the most, hurt him.

“It’s nothing you need to worry about.” Yesung says with an assuring smile.

But Ryeowook doesn’t buy it. He wants to know what made those two avoid each other. Why everything they use as an excuse made no sense. Why they won’t tell anyone about this problem of theirs.

“Please, tell me. I’m worried, Sungie…” Ryeowook murmurs sadly.

Yesung smiles a little more and tightens his arms around his boyfriend. He places a gentle kiss on top of Ryeowook’s head and lingers there for awhile.

“Everything is fine, Wook. Trust me, alright?” Yesung whispers into his hair.

“But…” Ryeowook is about to lift his head and stare at him, but Yesung speaks.

“Shh, don’t talk about it anymore okay?”

Ryeowook sighs and gives up. Why won’t he tell me?

“Okay,” Ryeowook nods. At least he’s not mad.

~@~

Kyuhyun takes a seat at the end of Kibum’s bed. Kibum ignores him and fakes focusing on his stupid script. Well, it’s not stupid, but that’s what he thinks of it right now. Kyuhyun notices Kibum trying way too hard to focus on his script and thinks it’s time for him to find out what Kibum did.

“Hyung…?”

Kibum let’s out a quiet maniac laugh and drops the script onto his lap.

“I told him, Kyuhyun. I told him I love him.” Kibum says pathetically.

“Oh hyung…” Kyuhyun replies.

Kyuhyun moves over to his hyung and offers him a hug. Kibum willingly clings onto Kyuhyun’s shirt and cries.

“Why did everything have to end up like this?” Kibum sobs. “I’ve always been with him, Kyuhyun–always. But why does he only see Ryeowook? How come?”

Kyuhyun doesn’t answer because he can’t find any words to say to Kibum.

“I’m so sorry this had to happen. Maybe if I hadn’t allowed them to convince me to come home, none of this would’ve happened.” Kyuhyun says.

Kibum clings tighter and more tears come.

“I don’t feel like myself anymore. I’ve read this script over so many times I automatically know my lines. But… this will never be as much as the tears I’ve cried every night, since I told him my feelings, Kyuhyun.” Kibum mutters.

“I’m sorry, Kibum…”

Kyuhyun holds his hyung because that is all he could do for him–for now anyways.

~@~

“So that’s what happened…” Eeteuk nods.

“I never expected Kibum to actually confess to Yesung, man.” Eunhyuk says with his eyes wide.

“Me too…” Siwon agrees.

“Who told you to spy on Kyuhyun and Kibum anyways?!” Eeteuk directs his question to Donghae angrily.

“I didn’t mean to,” Donghae pouts, “I was just walking by and then I heard them talking, and, and it just happened!”

Eunhyuk immediately embraces his fishy and shushes him because he has tears in his eyes.

“Don’t yell at him, Eeteuk. You know he’s emotional.” Heechul defends his dongsaeng. “Plus, you should be glad he overheard them because now we know what happened!”

Heechul had his arms crossed over his chest. Eeteuk sighed and rolled his eyes.

“I guess you’re right,” their leader says.

“I feel bad for them.” Kangin says with much pity.

“Pssh,” Heechul scoffs in disbelief, “Even for that bastard?!”

“Heechul,” Eeteuk warns. “Don’t forget Ryeowook’s still here and he knows nothing about this.”

He didn’t want Ryeowook to walk in on them having such conversations. If the eternal magnae does, they’d be ruined and everything would become messed up. Therefore they must be extremely cautious when he’s around.

“I don’t give a damn if he’s here, Jungsu!” Heechul yells.

A few gasps are heard about in the room at the use of Eeteuk’s real name coming out of Heechul’s mouth. It meant Heechul was furious.

“Calm down, Chullie…” Hankyung says.

He grabs Heechul’s arm and tries to pull his lover to Siwon and him, but he only resists and pushes his hands away.

“Heechul, don’t…” Siwon says dangerously.

“That bastard is breaking us, our family apart! Don’t you guys understand?!” Heechul cries in complete madness. “I don’t understand why you guys are still shadowing over him! He hurt our younger brothers!”

“No, Heechul. You’re the one that doesn’t get it.” Eeteuk argues back.

“What?” Heechul glares at his leader.

“We’re not shadowing him. We’re shadowing Ryeowook. If we don’t act normal around Yesung, you know very well things can get out of hand. How would we deal with it then? Are you willing to fix everything if we decide to show our true feelings towards Yesung,” their leader questions.

Heechul doesn’t answer because he knows the elder’s words have a lot of truth in them.

“This… is a bunch of crap.”

Those were Heechul’s last words before he stormed off down the hallway. The next thing they heard was a door slamming shut. Eeteuk felt wetness in his eyes, but he wasn’t about to break down in front of his fellow members. No, you can’t cry today. You must be strong for them.

“…Hyungs?” Ryeowook comes into the room suddenly.

All their heads turn to see a confused Ryeowook standing not far from them. Eeteuk sighs and prays that Ryeowook didn’t hear anything from their conversation.

“Ryeowook,” Eeteuk breathes.

“What’s wrong with Heechul hyung?” Ryeowook asks. “And why does everyone look somber?”

Eeteuk smiles shakily and blinks away his tears.

“Heechul’s just mad at us for not reminding him to go to the gym today with Jay from the Trax.” Eeteuk lies.

“But… but I heard you guys yelling?” Ryeowook says a little unsure himself, and turns to look at Kangin.

“Haha, it was just Heechul blaming us and us trying to apologize.” Kangin plays along.

Ryeowook nods in understanding, but still feels suspicious of everything.

~@~

At night, Ryeowook decides to go and check up on Kyuhyun.

He knocks on the door to Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s shared bedroom.

“Come in.” He hears Kyuhyun’s voice from the other side of the door.

He grins to himself and opens the door. Kyuhyun was on his laptop like always. He closes the door behind him, and he doesn’t notice how Kyuhyun rushes to close something on his computer screen.

“H-Hey hyung,” Kyuhuyn stutters nervously.

Ryeowook gives him a funny look.

“What’s with the stutter?” Ryeowook asks.

“Huh? I didn’t stutter!” Kyuhyun protests.

“You did too,” the eternal magnae giggles as he speaks.

“Whatever~” Kyuhyun brushes him off.

Ryeowook giggles some more before walking over and taking a seat right next to his “favorite” dongsaeng. He peeks over Kyuhyun’s shoulder.

“What are you looking at?” Ryeowook asks.

“Oh, nothing much; I was just watching some covers of our songs and dances.” Kyuhyun lies.

“Hmm… Is that so? Because I see no window showing videos~” Ryeowook teases.

“I was doing that before you came in!”

“Mhm, sure~” Ryeowook says in a singsong voice, as he pretends to take a look around the room.

Kyuhyun laughs a little and opens up a new window to search things up on the internet. Ryeowook just watches.

“I’m not tired yet and since Yesung’s probably already sleeping, I don’t want to wake him up. So… can I stay here for a bit?” Ryeowook asks with puppy eyes.

“Let’s see, Sungmin went out to eat with the other guys and they probably won’t be back till late, so why not? I don’t see why it would be a bad idea to have you in here.” Kyuhyun smiles warmly down at Ryeowook.

“Oh goodie, goodie!” Ryeowook beams with joy. “Thanks Kyuhyun! I love you, my awesome, cute dongsaeng!”

And he squishes Kyuhyun against him in a tight hug. Kyuhyun feels his heart pick up pace and he’s blushing. He’s hugging me again! And he said he loves me. But when Ryeowook’s hug gets a little bit too tight, he decides it’s time for him to let go before he suffocates.

“Uhh… H-Hyung? You can let go now…” Kyuhyun insists.

“Huh? Oh, yes! I’m sorry, Kyuhyun~” Ryeowook panics.

He quickly pulls away from Kyuhyun, and they’re a little awkward. And Kyuhyun thinks, Hah, just like the last time…

“It’s okay, hyung.” Kyuhyun smiles again.

Ryeowook’s heart flutters and he feels butterflies in his stomach. He ignores it and makes himself comfortable on Kyuhyun’s bed. He lies down and hums a tune unfamiliar to him, but soon he realizes Kyuhyun’s singing the same tune he’s humming. So he stops and just listens to Kyuhyun’s deep soothing voice.

(click here: Tim – Lullaby)
Nunul gamgo duroyo jago giphun sumsori
Maumnohgo shwioyo ine mannayo
Jagun jagun kumneum
Soriobnun bamneum

Jogum jogum udgo ine johun kumul kunabwa
Negen kumiji norul barabonun ironpunggyong
Goulgathun nimosubi negen jonbuya
Hosugathun noui pumi naui jibiya

Hmm~ Hmm~ Hmm~
Hmm~ Hmm~ Hmm~

And before he knows it his eyes are falling shut, and he’s asleep beside Kyuhyun on his dongsaeng’s bed. When Kyuhyun’s done singing Ryeowook’s favorite lullaby to him, he looks down and sees the boy fast asleep. He smiles sadly, and brings a hand down to caress Ryeowook’s cheekbones gently and slowly. He grabs a part of his blanket and places it over Ryeowook and tucks him in a little.

“Goodnight, my love…” Kyuhyun whispers quietly to the man sleeping beside him.

He turns his attention back to his laptop and reopens the folder he closed earlier when Ryeowook came into his room. Once everything in the folder finishes loading, he takes time to look at the pictures all over again. They were photos which contains him and Ryeowook. There was one where they were holding hands and were looking into each other’s eyes. Their eyes showed so much love for the other it hurt Kyuhyun. I miss us…

He looks at a few more before looking down at Ryeowook again. He slowly and carefully bends down to place a small kiss on Ryeowook’s forehead.

“I’m still waiting, Wookie.” He murmurs.


aww, isn't the ending sweet? *squeals* i had so much fun writing it~ kyuwook is awesome! no yebum action in here really, but we did get to see some sj action, yes? comments<3 i'll try to update as soon as i can! (: btw, if you guys have never heard Navi's song "Heart Damage", you should! it's an awesome song. the lyrics are also so meaningful and strong. a lot of inspiration. ^^

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 09/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: AHH!!! My readers, I have news! You guys are allowed to kill me now for not having been updating for a week or two now? >.< I'm so sorry! I've been super busy and very tired! Dance and Volleyball practice sure takes up so much of my time! But tadah!!! Don't worry! I am still continuing! Never think that I've stopped this! Never ever! (: But whoo, I'm finally back with another chapter! Chapter nine! Woohoo! *cheer happily* It's very long? Nearly seven pages in word. xD So enjoy it and be happy, okay? Don't kill me! And I'm sorry if it takes awhile for me to update again cause school starts next week for me. T_________T



Kyuhyun was wandering around the hallways of the SM building with nothing to do, until Kibum spotted him. What’s he doing walking around? He secretly followed the magnae for awhile. After following the male for a few minutes he decided it was time to have a talk with him.

“Kyuhyun!” He called out to him.

Kyuhyun stopped when he heard his name being called. He turned around to look.

“Hyung?” Kyuhyun said in more of a question.

“What are you doing? Shouldn’t you be off doing something better than walking around?” Kibum asked.

Kyuhyun shook his head. “I’m just bored. Eunhyuk and Shindong are busy with Ryeowook.” He mentioned.

“Teaching him the dances?” Kibum let out a small laugh at his imagination of Ryeowook being clumsy while he danced.

“It’s not funny, hyung! Ryeowook dances just fine!” Kyuhyun pouted in protest at Kibum’s laughter.

“Sorry, Kyuhyun. Care to have a drink with me?” Kibum suggested.

“Sure, why not?” Kyuhyun agreed.

~@~

Kyuhyun and Kibum sat across from one another in the small coffee shop not far from their dormitory. Before going to the coffee shop, they went home to disguise themselves to keep from getting recognized by fans or paparazzi.

“Why’d you have to make me wear this wig and these ‘Harry Potter’ sunglasses?” Kibum groaned.

Kyuhyun laughed. “Hey, you were the one that was afraid of being caught.” He said quietly. Kibum glared at him. “Be glad I didn’t make you dress up in a girl wig and girl clothes.”

Kibum rolled his eyes and the waitress came to their table with their orders. She placed them in front of them neatly on the table.

“Please enjoy your refreshments and if there’s anything else you’ll like to order just call us over.” The young lady smiled before bowing and leaving to serve others.

“She’s cute,” Kyuhyun said, staring after her.

Kibum nodded in agreement. “She is, but too bad we’re gay.”

“Only you are,” Kyuhyun teased.

“Shut up. Don’t forget you made me put this on!” Kibum said angrily.

“Haha! Okay, so what do you want to talk about?” Kyuhyun said in a serious tone after his laugh.

“About Ryeowook and Yesung.” Kibum replied after taking a sip of his cappuccino.

Kyuhyun frowned. What was there to talk about? He knows Kibum likes Yesung hyung, but why does he want to talk about this from all the other things they could talk about? He sighed.

“What about them?” Kyuhyun had the guts to ask.

“Kyuhyun! You know how painful it is to watch them be together! You love him, don’t you? Don’t you remember what I told you? You have to fight back if you want him back!”

Kyuhyun looked at his hyung with sad eyes. You’re right, Kibum. But it’s hard when he acts like we’ve never known each other before.

“I know, hyung. I know. But it’s not that easy! I’ve tried and I still am giving shots at it. Every night, I talk to him. He has trouble sleeping at night without me, but he can’t remember anything that leads to his insomnia state!” Kyuhyun said drastically.

“Tell him then.” Kibum retorted.

“No!” Kyuhyun yelled, attracting some attention.

“Why not?” Kibum whispered, looking around at the people.

“Because it’d screw everything up, Kibum!” He whispered back.

“You’re right.” Kibum gave in. “Then what do we do? Kyuhyun you have to get him to remember you. If you don’t… then… then…”

“Then you’ll never get to be with Yesung?” Kyuhyun suggested.

“…Yes. You know how much I love him.”

“And you know how much he loves Ryeowook.”

Kibum nodded. “But... you love him too, a lot.” Tears brimming his eyes.

“I do, hyung. But I can’t do much with Yesung around and you know that? You see how much he glues himself to hyung.” Kyuhyun smiles sadly.

“But you can take him places and do things you did with him before. Yesung will have to let you or else Ryeowook will sense something is wrong between the both of you.” Kibum said softly.

“…” Kyuhyun only stared down at his cup of tea.

“Kyuhyun, you have to do something you guys did in the past. You can’t just keep telling him, you have to do it. Of course if you guys have had sexual intercourse, that’s a bit out of proportion,” Kibum chuckles at his last sentence.

“Hyung!~” Kyuhyun whines. “You know very well that we haven’t done such things! That’s just… disgusting! We were never ready to sleep with one another in that way!” He protested.

“Wow, I’d have Yesung in a heartbeat.” Kibum joked.

“Eww! I so did not need to know that.” Kyuhyun felt like puking.

Kibum giggled. “Anyways, do something with him, Kyuhyun. Take him somewhere and try triggering old memories. Doing that should help, Kyuhyun.” Kibum advised. “Promise me you’ll try,” he stuck a finger.

Kyuhyun sighed. “I promise.” And they both did a pinky swear.

~@~

Kyuhyun sat on his bed thinking of where he should take Ryeowook. Ryeowook was still at practice with Shindong and Eunhyuk. Maybe he should take him out to eat? He wondered if his hyung had eaten yet. He must be so tired and hungry. Kyuhyun frowned at the thought of Ryeowook starving and exhausted. Well if Ryeowook is exhausted he wasn’t sure if he wanted to take Ryeowook out anywhere. He’d rather have his hyung rest, but maybe taking him to his favorite restaurant would work. A small eat out with just the two of them.

Kyuhyun grinned to himself. Yes, that would do. He sat up and looked at the clock hanging on the wall across from him. It was now 5:00pm, he could go pick Ryeowook up and bring him back over here to the dorm, and get him showered and changed. It’d be just like the last time when he and Wook went together alone. Them sitting across from each other and talking about how hard the dances for ‘SORRY, SORRY’ and ‘It’s You’ were. This was the perfect time. Yes, he now had a plan.

~@~

Kyuhyun walked into the practice room. ‘It’s You’ was busting out of the stereo. Kyuhyun sat by where the three boys had put their things and watched as Eunhyuk and Shindong taught the eternal magnae. They were sweaty, especially Ryeowook. None of them noticed Kyuhyun had even slipped into the room. He couldn’t suppress a laugh when he saw Ryeowook trip Eunhyuk on accident though. The other three turned their heads to where the laugh was coming from and was surprised to see Kyuhyun on the other side of the room.

“Kyuhyun, hey!” Shindong grinned goofily.

Kyuhyun waved. “Hey hyungs!” He said in a fit of giggles.

“What brings you here?” Eunhyuk asked.

“I was just wondering if you guys were done because if you were I wanted to take Ryeowook out to get some food!” Kyuhyun beamed.

“What about me?” Shindong pouted, “I’m hungry too!”

“Shush,” Eunhyuk elbowed the other dancer in the stomach, “We have food at home!”

“But!” Shindong whined.

“No,” Eunhyuk turned Shindong away from Ryeowook, “it’s kind of like a date to resurface memories! Can’t you tell?!”

Shindong’s mouth formed an ‘o’ shape and he nodded. Ryeowook looked from Shindong and Eunhyuk to Kyuhyun. He felt suspicious of Shindong and Eunhyuk. What are they talking about? He couldn’t help but wonder why Kyuhyun was so happy. It was just dinner, so what’s so exciting about that? He guessed he’d just have to wait and see.

“So,” Kyuhyun raised an eyebrow, “Is he good to go?” The two dancers turned around and nodded with gigantic grins. Kyuhyun laughed. “Alright then, let’s get you home and dressed!”

He grabbed Ryeowook’s hand and pulled him out of the practice room. Ryeowook’s heartbeat increased rapidly at the touch of their hands. He wanted to pull his hand away, but for some reason, he kind of liked it.

~@~

“Where are you going?” Yesung asked, as he watched Ryeowook get dressed.

Ryeowook grinned, showing his excitement. He pulled his shirt over his head and took a seat next to Yesung on the bed.

“Kyuhyun’s taking me out to dinner!”

“Kyuhyun?” Yesung frowned.

Ryeowook caught it right away. He pouted and wrapped his arms around Yesung’s waist, and snuggled his head under Yesung’s chin comfortably.

“Yes, is something wrong with that?” Ryeowook said worriedly.

Yesung smiled a bit and shook his head. “No, nothing is wrong. Go and enjoy yourself, okay?” And make sure you don’t do anything too foolish. He wanted to say, but didn’t.

“Thanks,” he beamed before kissing Yesung on the cheek and running out of the room to meet up with Kyuhyun downstairs.

Yesung sighed and shook his head.

~@~

(You’ll notice a change in my tense here! I’m testing out if I write better in present tense!)

The waitress places their orders in front of them and Ryeowook grins happily at the sight of food because boy was he hungry. He looks up at Kyuhyun and sees he has a soft smile gracing his lips. He takes one more glance around the unfamiliar, yet almost familiar restaurant, and it sparks up something inside his mind. He’s hearing voices inside his head, but they aren’t clear enough for him to recognize. He can’t tell, but he’s just staring down at his food. Kyuhyun catches this. There’s a slight frown on Ryeowook’s face and he wonders if the boy is alright.

“Ryeowook… are you okay?” Kyuhyun asks with worry embedded into his voice.

His voice lures Ryeowook out of the flashback which was too blurry for him to actually remember. He shakes his head and right away the vision disappears from his mind. He takes awhile to adjust to what exactly just happened and what was happening now. He finally looks up at Kyuhyun and smiles.

“I’m okay. I just had a small vision,” he nods, “Have I been here before? This place, it was in my vision.”

“Yes, you’ve been here numerous times with us. This is one of your favorite restaurants nearby!” Kyuhyun says. It’s working! Kyuhyun exclaims in his mind.

“Oh really? Hmm, that’s probably why this place seems somewhat familiar to me!” Ryeowook exclaims with joy.

“Most likely, but will you just focus on eating now please? The food is getting cold, Ryeowook.” The magnae reminds.

“Oh yes!” Ryeowook automatically agrees.

And so they both begin eating the food laid out nicely in front of them. Sometime while they were eating, Kyuhyun decides to bring up the subject of Ryeowook’s dance lessons with Eunhyuk and Shindong to see if anything else would trigger.

“So, how did dancing go with Eunhyuk and Shindong?”

Ryeowook almost chokes on his water he just swallowed down. He takes on a couple of coughs and clears his throat before answering Kyuhyun.

“Don’t even ask! It was hard like heck! ‘SORRY, SORRY’ almost killed me!” Ryeowook says in disbelief. “I was not expecting the dance to be so hard! I knew it was going to be a challenge, but not like that,” his eyes slightly wide.

“Haha! It is really hard, isn’t it?”

“Mhm, was it hard for you, too?”

“You know, I’m not much of a great dancer too. You and I are both at the same level with dancing.” Kyuhyun laughs.

“Really…?” Ryeowook says with much disbelief.

“You haven’t even seen me dance! Just wait till you do, I’ll suck big time! Well, if I don’t know the routine, then yeah, I suck big time then.” Kyuhyun defends himself before Ryeowook could add more.

“Well, I have! Eeteuk has shown me many of our performances, and from what I see you dance better than I do!”

“Yeah right.” and Kyuhyun scoffs. “But don’t worry, ‘SORRY, SORRY’ is really an easy dance once you know it.”

“Yes, most likely because you know it.” Ryeowook giggles.

“I guess, but anyway how was ‘It’s You’?” Kyuhyun asks with much curiosity.

“Ugh! It was a little easier than ‘SORRY, SORRY’, but it was still really hard!” Ryeowook whines with a big, cute pout.

“You’ll get better, don’t worry!” Kyuhyun assures, before he continues to pick at his food.

“Yeah…” Ryeowook smiles.

~@~

Kibum wonders if he should knock on Yesung’s door and go in to have a talk with him. He brings up his hand and is about to knock, when he decides not to. He turns around to walk back to his shared bedroom, but then Yesung’s door opens without him realizing it.

“Kibum?” Yesung calls his name out in uncertainty. “Did you need something?”

Kibum turns around, a bit flustered now. He manages a shaky smile and lets out a nervous laugh. He’s not sure of what to say now, because of the awkward situation they were in now.

“Umm… I just… wanted to talk to you, hyung.” Kibum said in a soft voice.

“Oh… come in?” Yesung smiles a little.

Things between him and Yesung are still a bit weird, but he was going to try and make things right tonight. Try to… at least.

“Sure?” Kibum replies.

Yesung steps back into his room and gives space for Kibum to come in. Kibum heads to sit on Yesung’s bed and once his hyung closes the door; he comes and sits beside him.

“So… what do you want to talk about?” Yesung asks a bit hesitantly.

Kibum stays quiet for a few seconds as he gathers what to say in his mind. Yesung waits patiently.

“I just... when I found out… I’m–”

“It’s okay Kibum. You don’t need to be sorry, it’s what I–”

“I’m not sorry about the things I said to you that day, or how I reacted. I wasn’t here to apologize, hyung.” Kibum retorts a bit too harshly. Crap, did I really just say I wasn’t sorry?

Yesung looks a bit taken back, but he hides it the best he can. This is what was to be expected, right? Yesung doesn’t say anything for awhile and only stares down at his hands, feeling only a little guilty. I’m only making things worse, but I’m really not sorry. Kibum realizes, and he takes this as his cue to continue.

“I know I probably had hurt you with those words and stuff, but I’m not sorry hyung. I thought I came here to apologize, and I was going to! I was wishing to make things all better with you and I!” Kibum says out loud. Tears beginning to brim in his eyes, “I was expecting that after this, I could probably accept you and Ryewoook.” He lies.

He knows he could never accept it in his heart, never. Even if he wanted to, it was almost impossible. He wants to help Ryeowook remember. He wants to help Kyuhyun regain his happiness. He wanted to be happy himself.

“But… but I don’t think I ever can. No matter how much I want to apologize, it hurts too much for me and I hate that! Hyung I hate it! Why did you have to go and do something so stupid?! Do something that could make the whole world hate you?!” Kibum cries, his tears flowing down his cheeks.

Yesung finally looks up at him. He’s frowning and he’s feeling guiltier. He wants to pull the young boy to him and hug him, and apologize, but at the same time he doesn’t know what to do.

“K-Kibum…” Yesung murmurs.

“Don’t speak.” Kibum says in a helpless plea. “I’m going to say this now and only now, while I have the courage to, so you better listen very carefully to me.” He says with much seriousness.

Yesung nods, while whispering a quiet “okay”.

“I love you. I love you more than anything in the world, hyung. I don’t know why, but I just do. Maybe it’s a natural thing in love, but I really don’t know. It hurts knowing that you took the shortcut to have Ryeowook be yours when he already had Kyuhyun.”

Kibum looks away from him and fights against his tears. Yesung is confused.

“Kibum…?” Yesung starts. “I’m with Ryeo–”

“I hate you, Yesung! I hate you so much, but why do I love you?! You’ve done this and I still want to be with you! But it’ll never work…” Kibum mutters his last sentence weakly. “It never will, since you’ve gotten Ryeowook in your arms now. I’m hoping you’ll be happy with him while the time you have with him.” Kibum smiles a bitter one, before getting up and running out of the room.

Yesung stays sitting on his bed in pure shock. He was unsure of what to think. Kibum… in love with… me?


okay~ soooo hehehehe. kibummie confessed! isn't that awesome? but it happened so dramatically, didn't it? D: oh well, at least you got some yebum action, yes? a few of you guys have been waiting for yebum to happen, so here they are! (: and omg, wook remembers something~ teehee! awesome isn't it? xD comments<3 i'll try to update as soon as i can. oh, and would you guys like it better if i changed my writing to present tense? i'm so tired... @________@

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 08/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Oh my god! I'm so sorry I haven't been updating, you guys! I've been very busy with dance practice and traveling! >.< And since I've started volleyball practice this week, I'll be even more busy, so I'm sorry if my updates begin to take longer! T____________T But here's chapter eight! I hope you guys like it! There's more Kibum in here? xD



Ryeowook walked into Yesung and his bedroom, to wake up the older male.

“Sungie, wake up! Yah~ hurry up and get up!” Ryeowook pouted, while slightly tugging on the sleeve of Yesung’s pajama top.

Yesung groaned and turned to his side, bringing his blanket over his head and ducking further under his bed. Ryeowook laughed and jumped onto Yesung playfully. He pulled the blanket away from Yesung’s face and pinched his slightly chubby cheek.

~@~

“Kibum, can you go check what’s taking Ryeowook so long just to wake Yesung up? I hope he didn’t go back to sleep.” Hankyung said, chuckling.

“Yes, hyung.” Kibum nodded and walked to Ryeowook and Yesung’s bedroom.

~@~

“AHHHHH~” Yesung cried.

Ryeowook giggled and pulled away, still sitting on Yesung’s waist.

“Hyung, it is morning now! You need to wash up and come eat breakfast!” Ryeowook exclaimed.

Yesung groaned once again, trying to turn and lie on his side, but with Ryeowook on top on him it prevented him from doing so. He stretched up his arms out towards his boyfriend.

“Lift me up please?” Yesung yawned, his eyes still slightly closed.

“Oh come on!” Ryeowook whined.

“Do you want me to wake up or no?” Yesung asked.

~@~

Kibum was outside of their room. He noticed the door was slightly open, and was about to go in until he heard their voices. He stopped what he was doing, and looked through the opening. He could see Ryeowook on top of Yesung. He wondered what they were doing.

~@~

“Fine!” Ryeowook said loudly.

He grabbed Yesung’s wrists and pulled him up forcefully. Surprisingly Yesung was up alright, but right when Ryeowook pulled him up he wrapped his arms around Ryeowook’s body and pulled him close.

“Aiyo, what are you doing now?” Ryeowook frowned.

~@~

Kibum felt his heart ache. Yesung just faked everything in order to steal a hug from Ryeowook. He couldn’t believe he stood here watching them just to end up hurt. He was about to turn around and leave until he remembered he was told by Hankyung to tell them breakfast was done and ready. He took a deep breath and opened the door. Here I go.

~@~

Ryeowook and Yesung heard the door open and turned their attention towards it. It was Kibum.

“Oh hey, Kibum~” Ryeowook smiled at his dongsaeng.

Kibum managed a shaky smile. “Hey guys.”

“Did Hankyung send you to help me?” Ryeowook said, tipping his head to the side a bit.

“Yea, but,” Kibum glanced at Yesung for a bit before looking at Ryeowook again, “since he’s up now, I guess there’s no need. Hankyung just wants you two to hurry because breakfast is ready now.”

“Okay, tell him we’ll be there in a bit, Kibum.” Yesung replied reluctantly.

Kibum nodded before excusing himself from the room.

~@~

Yesung, Kyuhyun, and Ryeowook sat awkwardly by one another in the recording room. Sungmin stared down at the three with a death glare.

“Okay, so are you two willing to work together to get Ryeowook to remember the notes and lyrics to “It’s You”?” Sungmin asked impatiently. He moved to gaze at Kyuhyun. “Kyuhyun?”

Kyuhyun looked up at the call of his name. He smiled a bit and nodded. He didn’t want to work with Yesung, but he knew he had no choice. They were KRY anyways and Sungmin was making them work together. He turned to look at Yesung, his eyes shining with question. Yesung caught his look.

The oldest of the four of them sighed. “Of course, why not?”

Sungmin grinned happily and clasped his hands together in relief. He looked at Ryeowook, giving him a warm smile.

“Good! Then let’s get started!” Sungmin beamed.

~@~

Na dashi taeyeonandaedo ojik neoppoonirago
(Tic Toc Tic Toc) Shigani heulleodo, oh nan

Sungmin had just finished replaying Ryeowook’s part in the chorus for him to hear once again. Ryeowook was failing at getting the correct vocal notes. They had been at this for almost two hours, and it was pretty much getting frustrating for both Ryeowook and Sungmin. Kyuhyun and Yesung didn’t do much, they pretty much just sat in the recording room, helping tune Ryeowook. Ryeowook has sung this song over so many times, he’s already naturally memorized the lyrics.

Sungmin rubbed his temple. “Let’s try this again, Ryeowook.” Sungmin sighed, as his voice echoed through the speakers into the recording room.

Ryeowook frowned and turned to look at Yesung, tiredness evident on his face. Yesung smiled at his boyfriend, trying to encourage him to continue. Ryeowook smiled back a little before he turned back to the mic in front of him.

“Alright, Ryeowook. 1 2 3, go.” Sungmin did a count down, before he pressed the recording button.

Ryeowook took a deep breath before beginning. “Na dashi taeyeonandaedo ojik neoppoonirago~… Shigani heulleodo~ Oh nan!” Ryeowook sang gracefully.

Sungmin pressed the recording button to stop the recording and listened to Ryeowook’s singing again. He slowly smiled, but as soon as it came, it turned to a frown. Sungmin groaned. The magnae sang the first part perfectly, but he went off tune towards the end. He shook his head.

“No, no, no! Ryeowook, you almost had it, but you went off tune at the end!” Sungmin spoke, showing he was irritated.

Ryeowook was close to tears now. Was it not enough? He had been singing for hours now and he was tired. He felt like his cords were going to break. He wanted to leave. He wanted to go home. He wished he had never lost his memory because maybe he wouldn’t have to be going through this. But he couldn’t do anything about it, he knew. He’d just have to take it.

Yesung frowned when he noticed his boyfriend sulking. He got up and went to hug Ryeowook. Ryeowook gripped his shirt tightly and let out a shaky sigh. His eyes were closed tightly, and Yesung kissed his crown gently.

“It’s okay, Wook. You’re almost there, just hang in.” Yesung assured in a soft spoken voice. “You’re doing good.”

Neither noticed how Kyuhyun looked away from them. His heart pounded painfully against his chest. He wanted to pull Yesung away from Ryeowook. He wanted to be the one comforting him. Why did it have to hurt so much? Kyuhyun looked up at Sungmin with pleading eyes for him to not yell at Ryeowook. Sungmin felt guilty when he saw how Kyuhyun looked and nodded.

“I’m sorry for snapping at you, Ryeowook.” Sungmin apologized with heart. “Let’s continue, please?”

Ryeowook pulled away and shook his head ‘okay’. Yesung moved to sit back in his seat. Kyuhyun got up and walked to stand beside Ryeowook. I can do this. I can show Yesung I’m not a weakling. Ryeowook looked at him, slightly surprised. Yesung frowned.

“Don’t stress yourself. You’re right on, Ryeowook, just a tad off. You can do it. I know it. It’s not something you can’t do.” Kyuhyun encouraged. “You just need to really put your heart to it and listen.”

Ryeowook felt his heart jump at Kyuhyun’s words. He didn’t know why it jumped at such a weird moment, but it did. He felt himself losing focus, but then shook his head and reminded himself about his singing. Kyuhyun stood next to him and nodded at Sungmin to replay Ryeowook’s part in the song. Yesung stared at Kyuhyun’s back, feeling a bit mad.

Na dashi taeyeonandaedo ojik neoppoonirago
(Tic Toc Tic Toc) Shigani heulleodo, oh nan

Ryeowook listened this time. He really did and before he knew it, he had the notes in his brain.

“Na dashi taeyeonandaedo ojik neoppoonirago~… Shigani heulleodo~ Oh nan!” Ryeowook sang once again, but utterly perfect this round.

Sungmin’s smile was gigantic. Kyuhyun’s smile was soft and inside, he was proud. He had helped Ryeowook get the notes right. Ryeowook turned around to smile happily at Yesung. Yesung forced on a smile. I should be happy he got the notes, right? But why did it have to be Kyuhyun who helped him?! Yesung got up and went to envelop Ryeowook in a tight hug.

“You got it! Congratulation!” Yesung said his eyes shining with happiness now.

“That was awesome, Ryeowook!” Sungmin spoke through the mic.

“I can’t believe I did it!” Ryeowook exclaimed in disbelief, while laughing as Yesung let him go.

“But you did!” Sungmin grinned goofily.

Kyuhyun placed a hand on Ryeowook’s shoulder. “See? It wasn’t that hard, now was it?” Kyuhyun chuckled.

Ryeowook jumped onto Kyuhyun without realizing it, and hugged him. Sungmin felt his breath hitch at that. Kyuhyun’s body became stiff. Ryeowook was… hugging him? Ryeowook was actually hugging him! His heart began to beat rapidly. He missed this.

“Thanks, Hyunnie! Thanks so much! You really helped me!” Ryeowook beamed.

Yesung felt sadness envelop him. Ryeowook thanked Kyuhyun for helping him, but he didn’t thank him. Did he not help Ryeowook at all? He did give Ryeowook encouragement after all, didn’t he?

Just when Kyuhyun was about to wrap his arms around Ryeowook, he pulled away and blushed embarrassingly. Now he avoided eye contact.

“Sorry, I got carried away…” Ryeowook whispered.

Kyuhyun forced out a laugh. “Haha! It’s okay, Ryeowook! It’s nice receiving a hug from you once in awhile.”

“Oh…”

Sungmin coughed. “Anyways, I think we’ll go a few more rounds to make sure you’ve really got it before ending!”

The other three nodded and calmed their nerves down.

~@~

“Do it right this time, Kibum!” the director screamed angrily.

“Yes sir!” Kibum replied.

He felt horrible. All day he had been messing up on set. He was constantly forgetting his lines and would just suddenly stop in mid sentence during his parts. It drove the recording crew crazy. The reason? He kept thinking about Yesung. How Yesung held Ryeowook and how they looked so in love. He couldn’t take that memory out of his head. He hated it. Ryeowook wasn’t supposed to fall in love with Yesung! Ryeowook was supposed to be with Kyuhyun and Kyuhyun only! It really bothered him. I need to help Ryewook remember!

“1 2 3, action!” yelled the director.

Kibum refocused himself.

~@~

It was another night. Ryeowook couldn’t sleep again. He sighed and got up from his bed. He checked the time; 2:00am. He sighed and dropped back down to lie on his bed, bringing his blanket over his head. Déjà vu, he thought. He turned on his side and looked over at Yesung. He was asleep as usual. He didn’t understand it. Why he couldn’t sleep, he wasn’t sure. His bed was extremely comfortable, but he just couldn’t fall asleep for some apparent reason. Not wanting to try to fall asleep, he got up and headed out of his room.

~@~

He was surprised to see Kyuhyun still up watching a drama being replayed on the tv. Kyuhyun watched him walk in front of him and sit down next to him on the couch.

“Kyuhyun, you’re awake still.” Ryeowook said. “Shouldn’t you be sleeping?”

“Yea, but Sungmin snores. Well only sometimes, but those sometimes are loud.” Kyuhyun laughed.

Ryeowook laughed along. “Wow, I have to make sure I never share a room with him then.” Ryeowook joked.

“I still remember when you and I used to share a room together. We used to have lots of fun together.” Kyuhyun said with a sad smile.

Ryeowook looked at Kyuhyun surprised. “We did?”

“Mm! We used play games in our room till the next morning before going to bed, sometimes getting caught by Eeteuk. Haha.” Kyuhyun said while he reminiscence. “Ah, such good times.”

Ryeowook stared at Kyuhyun. Even though he was smiling, he looked sad. Why does he smile when really his eyes show that he’s sad?


aww~ wasn't that kyuwook hug cute? hehe~ i get giggles when i think about it. xDD anyways, some slow progress in wook, yes? i'll try to update soon, my dear readers!<3

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 07/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Here's chapter seven everyone! Be happy, cause there's not much angst in this one! You get to enjoy Super Junior love! 8D



Ryeowook had been in the hospital for about a week, and Dr. Han has decided that Ryeowook was well enough to head home. Everyone was thrilled knowing Ryeowook was coming back to the dorm.

Eeteuk knocked on Kyuhyun’s door, but when there was no reply, he decided to turn the doorknob and go in himself. He just wanted to tell Kyuhyun the news and discuss some things with him. When he closed the door behind him, he noticed Kyuhyun had moved from lying in his bed to lying on Ryeowook’s. He sighed and went to sit beside Kyuhyun.

“Hi hyung…” he muttered.

“Kyuhyun-ah, are you feeling okay?” Eeteuk’s eyebrows furrowed due to his concern. He brought a hand up to feel the magnae’s forehead, in check of the temperature. “Your temperature isn’t high, so I guess you’re doing alright, yes?”

Kyuhyun nodded, but his eyes showed tiredness. “Hyung… can you leave me alone?”

“I will after I talk to you, alright?” The leader replied calmly. Kyuhyun nodded again. “Ryeowook’s coming home tomorrow, are you sure you’ll be able to handle everything if he still sleeps here? If not, Sungmin can move in with you and Ryeowook can room with Yesung?” Eeteuk questioned.

Kyuhyun’s eyes widened and he turned to look at his hyung. He wasn’t sure if he had heard right. Ryeowook is coming home? He wasn’t sure how he’d take it with his boyfriend, who doesn’t even remember him. And he shook his head frantically. He was positive it’d hurt too much to be with Ryeowook, if he was with Yesung now.

“Hyung, please, please, I know I shouldn’t be acting like this if I want Ryeowook to remember, but I don’t think I can stand being in here with Ryeowook. I know I’m supposed to help him regain the memories and everything, but I… I need time to register everything. If he’s with Yesung, it’d give me space to think.” Kyuhyun admitted, while he begged his hyung.

Eeteuk understood what Kyuhyun was saying and nodded. “Okay, okay. Then we’ll move out his things tonight, alright?” He said.

Kyuhyun nodded. “Thank you, hyung…”

The leader shook his head. “You don’t need to thank me, Kyuhyun. This is what I’m here for as a hyung and as a leader of Super Junior.” Eeteuk smiled. “You need to get some more rest. You need to look good for him tomorrow because we told him you caught a cold.” He laughed.

Kyuhyun smiled. “He asked about me…?” His eyes shined with hope.

“Mm,” Eeteuk nodded. “He noticed you and Kibum were missing, so we told him you had a cold and that Kibum had a busy schedule.”

Kyuhyun finally laughed. “Wow, you guys are great.”

“Yes, we’re awesome.” The older male agreed. “Now get some sleep, will ya? We’ll try our best not to wake you up while moving Ryeowook’s things.”

“Okay… night Eeteuk hyung.” Kyuhyun smiled.

“Good night, Kyuhyun.” Eeteuk replied quietly, before bending down to place a small kiss on the magnae’s forehead and heading out to get the other members.

~@~

After everyone who was in the dorm, aside from Kyuhyun, helped finish moving Ryeowook and Sungmin’s things, they all gathered in the living room to talk. Hankyung and Siwon had Heechul sitting between the both of them on the couch. Eunhyuk had Donghae in his lap on the ground. Eeteuk and Kangin sat next to one another on cushions, hand in hand. Sungmin and Shindong sat on either arms of the couch. Kibum sat on a cushion as well. Kangin cleared his throat, and when he and Eeteuk had everyone’s attention they decided to speak.

“Ryeowook’s coming home tomorrow,” Eeteuk began. “Yesung too, will be back in the dorm with us.”

“Crap, I forgot all about that cheater.” Heechul barfed.

Siwon and Hankyung elbowed him from both sides, making him yelp.

“As I was saying, he will be back in the dorm along with Ryeowook. We all know Kyuhyun has decided he does not want to room with Ryeowook for the moment, that’s why we switched him into Yesung’s bedroom and Sungmin to his.”

“Oh the joy of it all!” Sungmin said with much sarcasm.

“Since many of us are upset with Yesung we’ll have to try our best and act normal around him, especially when he and Ryeowook are together. We can’t ignore Yesung or mention anything about him and how he lied to Ryeowook. Doing so would only make things worsen.” Eeteuk informed. “Does everyone understand?”

They all nodded their heads, but Heechul being the thick head only scoffed. But even so, they knew he understood what was to be done.

“Eunhyuk and Shindong, you guys are to be in charge of helping Ryeowook learn all the dance steps and routines of our songs.” The leader said, looking at the pair.

They nodded in understanding.

“Sungmin, you, Kyuhyun, and Yesung will be in charge of helping him learn our songs.” He assigned.

Sungmin frowned, knowing Kyuhyun and Yesung would have to cope with one another. But either way, he replied with a quiet ‘okay’.

“Hankyung, Siwon, and Donghae you three will help re-teach Chinese to him, so good luck with that.”

The three men nodded in agreement.

“As for me and the rest, we will try and help Ryeowook with the rest of his memory. You guys will help also. By helping him relearn all these things, it may help trigger some of his memories of us. So let’s all give it our best shot and make sure he remembers!” Eeteuk cheered.

“But… but what if we don’t succeed? What if he never remembers?” Donghae asked, tears forming in his eyes.

Eunhyuk pulled Donghae close to his chest. Eeteuk frowned at Donghae’s question. He went over to the young pair and pat Donghae on the head.

“It’ll be alright, Hae. Ryeowook will remember, don’t worry. We don’t want to jinx it, do we now?” Eeteuk managed to flash an encouraging smile at the young boy.

Donghae nodded, and his boyfriend wiped away his tears.

~@~

“Welcome home!” The members yelled as Yesung and Ryeowook came in through the doors.

Startled, Ryeowook couldn’t help but let out a small gasp. There was a big “Welcome Back!” banner which was hung in the doorway to the kitchen, and balloons were scattered everywhere in the dorm. They popped party poppers, many of the confetti falling onto Ryeowook. He smiled as a sea of joy overcame him. Each of the members walked up to their “coming home” member, and gave him a warm hug. Although when it was Kyuhyun’s turn, things seemed a bit awkward.

When they pulled away, Ryeowook asked, “I heard you caught cold, are you all better now?”

“Huh? O-Oh… yea, thanks for asking.” Kyuhyun stuttered, forcing on a smile.

It was Shindong’s turn.

“We’re so glad to have you back!” Shindong exclaimed happily, before squishing the skinny boy.

“I’m glad to be back?” Ryeowook replied with a big grin. “Okay, okay~ you’re hugging me a bit too tight!”

Shindong immediately let go. “Hehe, sorry buddy!”

Ryeowook shook his head. Now all the members had gotten their hug with the eternal magnae.

“Okay! Let’s show him his room everyone!” Kangin yelled.

“YEAH!” the rest screamed enthusiastically.

“Heechul, lead the way~” Eeteuk smiled.

“Okay! Follow me! Follow me!” Heechul squealed in delight, with his broken English.

Kyuhyun and Sungmin stayed behind while the rest followed Heechul. Kyuhyun went to take a seat in the kitchen, and Sungmin followed.

“You’re doing good Kyuhyun. Keep going, you can do it.” Sungmin encouraged his fellow band mate.

“It’s too much, hyung. Did you see how he held Yesung’s hand? It used to be like that with me. It’s too much…” Kyuhyun whimpered.

Sungmin reached out for Kyuhyun’s hand and held it. “I know it is, but you have to try. Remember this is for Ryeowook. You have to be happy he’s back home, okay?”

“O-Okay…” Kyuhyun nodded.

“Here,” Sungmin extended a hand out to Kyuhyun. “Take my hand. Let’s go celebrate his return with the rest.”

Kyuhyun gladly took it.

~@~

“You’ll never get back at Heechul hyung! He’s just too thickheaded to let you win!” Donghae pouted.

Everyone laughed at Donghae’s outburst. They were all playing a card game, and so far the SiHanChul group was winning.

“Ah!” Ryeowook yelped painfully.

Almost everyone turned to look at the eternal magnae.

“Are you okay?” Yesung asked, worried. He saw the blood that began to drip off of Ryeowook’s finger. “You got a paper cut. Hold on, let me go get you a band aid.”

But before Yesung could even get up, Kyuhyun got up and ran off to the bathroom. Yesung frowned when the magnae came back shortly after, with a band aid and some disinfectant. Ryeowook stared at Kyuhyun in slight astonishment. Everyone in the room was quiet, as they watched the scene in front of them. Kyuhyun aiding Ryeowook’s cut with so much care as if he’d break.

“It’s a deep cut. You should be more careful, Wook.” Kyuhyun said softly when he’d finish putting on the band aid.

“…Wait, did you just call me…” Ryeowook stared at Kyuhyun.

“Oh, no… I’m sorry, I think you misheard me. I didn’t. I called you Ryeowook.” Kyuhyun lied quickly in order to cover himself up.

“Oh… Sorry.” Ryeowook apologized.

Kyuhyun smiled and pat the eternal magnae on his head. “It’s okay.”

~@~

It was midnight and everyone was exhausted. Eeteuk called it quits and told everyone to go to their rooms to rest for the night. A few of them groaned, but got up to leave anyways.

“I had fun today,” Ryeowook grinned, as he lay on his bed, yawning shortly afterwards.

“I’m glad you did.” Yesung chuckled.

“Are they always like this?” Ryeowook shifted so he could face his boyfriend.

“I guess you can say that.” The older male laughed.

“I see.”

~@~

That night, Ryeowook found it hard to sleep in his bed. He changed his positions constantly, but his body just wouldn’t relax. He was so tired, but his body forbid him from sleeping. Annoyed he sat up and looked over at Yesung.

“Hyung?” Ryeowook called out. There was no reply. “Hyung, are you asleep?”

He sighed when Yesung didn’t answer him. He checked the time, 3:00am. Of course he’d be asleep now. Ryeowook got up and walked over to the other bed. He lifted up the blanket and slipped under it, cuddling himself next to Yesung. The warmth made him yawn tiredly.

Yesung felt the bed shift and another body press against his. Alarmed, he turned around to see Ryeowook next to him. He lifted himself up a bit.

“Wook?” Yesung mumbled.

“Sorry, I can’t sleep…” Ryeowook whispered. “But I should be able to now.”

Yesung wrapped his arms around the young one and kissed his forehead. “It’s okay. Now let’s get some sleep, hmm?”

Ryeowook nodded. When he heard Yesung’s breathing slowed, he guessed the older male must’ve fallen back asleep. He soon felt his own eyes begin to close, and soon he too fell asleep. After seeming to have been sleeping for a long time, Ryeowook opened his eyes only to meet darkness still. He turned to look at Yesung’s clock. He sighed when he saw the time. I’ve only been asleep for half an hour. Why is it that I can’t sleep? Maybe I should contact Dr. Han? No, it’s best not to. I don’t want to worry them.

Ryeowook carefully removed his boyfriend’s arms from around him, and got out of bed.

~@~

He walked into the kitchen to get a cup of water.

“Can’t sleep?”

Ryeowook jumped at the voice. He turned around and almost died when he saw Kyuhyun leaning on the doorframe.

“You scared me, Kyuhyun…” Ryeowook breathed, his voice trembling slightly.

Kyuhyun smiled and walked into the room. He went straight to the fridge and took out one of the juice boxes. How kiddy of me, haha. He grabbed another one, and threw it at Ryeowook, almost making his hyung to drop the glass of water held in his other hand.

“You should drink a juice box instead. You once told me juice boxes were more refreshing in the middle of the night, rather than water.” Kyuhyun chuckled.

Ryeowook looked at him amused. Did I really say that to him before? He placed the now empty glass cup into the sink and gladly opened up the juice box, for a drink.

“Thanks, dongsaeng~” Ryeowook said in a sing song voice.

He took a sip and realized that juice boxes are really more refreshing than just water. He breathed out a satisfied sigh.

“You’re right, Hyunnie, it really is better than water!” Ryeowook beamed, even in his tired state.

“Told you, hyung. But I can’t take credit beca–” Kyuhyun stopped suddenly, not finishing his sentence. He became quiet.

Ryeowook was confused as to why Kyuhyun stopped talking. “Kyuhyun?”

“You… you just called me “Hyunnie”! Hyung! You called me the nickname you gave me almost two years ago!” Kyuhyun exclaimed with happiness.

Ryeowook’s eyes shined with astonishment. “I did?” His voice unsure.

“Y-Yes!” Kyuhyun nodded. “Oh my god!” He pulled Ryeowook into a tight embrace, taking the boy by surprise.

Neither noticed in the doorway stood Yesung. His hands were fisted by his sides, and anger was visible in his eyes.


Flashback from two years ago.

Kyuhyun walked into his and Ryeowook’s bedroom, only to find the eternal magnae just sitting on his bed, staring at his lap. He settled down next to his lover on the small twin sized bed.

“Ryeowookie, what are you thinking about?” Kyuhyun asked.

“Hyunnie! That’s your new name!” Ryeowook beamed suddenly as his head lifted up so he could look at Kyuhyun. He jumped onto Kyuhyun, startling the younger one as he tackled him down onto his pillow. “Now tell me, do you like your new name Hyunnie?~” He giggled.

“Woah~ hyung, you’re heavy!” Kyuhyun said jokingly, only to be smacked on the shoulder.

“Yah! I’m not heavy! The heavy one would be you!” Ryeowook pouted cutely. “And you didn’t answer my question!”

Kyuhyun laughed and pulled Ryeowook’s head down, so their lips could meet for a sweet deep kiss. Kyuhyun pulled away a few seconds later, breathless like Ryeowook.

“No, I don’t think I like it very much…” Kyuhyun smirked.

Ryeowook glared at Kyuhyun. He pushed Kyuhyun all the way down, and got off of him. He stormed out of the room, and Kyuhyun pouted sadly.

“I’m kidding, Wookie~ I really do like it!” He yelled after Ryeowook in panic.

End of flashback.


yay! aren't you guys happy that wook's home now?! and omgee! ryeowook called kyuhyun the name he gave him when they got together back then! isn't that awesome? i hope you guys liked the flashback part because I enjoyed writing it! 8D i'll update soon, my fellow readers<3

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 06/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Hey everyone! I'm sorry for not having been updating these past few days. I've been busy, so I haven't been able to write, but here I am with chapter six, and it seems to be longer than all my other updates! (: Don't worry, there's more humor in here than angst. Well, that's what I hope...



Eeteuk tightened his arms around Kangin, They were snuggled up in each other’s arms on Eeteuk’s bed. It was quiet, since neither of them wanted to talk at the moment. Eeteuk just wanted to think about the problems happening and how he could fix them, so Kangin waited.

“I don’t know what to do, Kangin.” Eeteuk buried his face further into Kangin’s chest. “How can Yesung be so stupid to do such a thing? Why did he even do it?!”

Kangin placed a kiss in his hair. “Love sometime makes you do crazy things.”

“I know, but why this? Why did he have to go behind everyone’s back? He should know better! We all know how much Kyuhyun loves Ryeowook!” Eeteuk cried.

Kangin felt Eeteuk trembling, and soon wetness on his shirt. He pulled the blanket over the both of them, pulling his now crying boyfriend closer the best he can.

“It’s okay, baby…” Kangin cooed.

Eeteuk shook his head. “No… no, it’s not okay, Kangin. The three of them are going to end up getting hurt and I won’t be able to fix anything to make it not hurt. It’s not easy…”

“I know. I know…” He said, rocking Eeteuk back and forth.

~@~

Kyuhyun woke up hours later. His movements in the bed woke up Sungmin, who had watched over him. Sungmin lift up his head and saw Kyuhyun.

“Oh, you’re awake now.” Sungmin yawned.

Kyuhyun nodded. “What happened, hyung?”

“Nothing really, you just fainted. Are you feeling alright?”

“Yea, I guess.” Kyuhyun nodded once again.

He looked to the side and noticed the time. It was 5:00am. He turned to look out his window and saw dawn just beginning. He sighed as the things that happened last night resurfaced in mind. Sungmin frowned at his sigh. He would ask, but he knew it wasn’t such a good time. Kyuhyun had been through a lot.

He put on a smile. “You should go back to sleep, Kyuhyun. You need a lot of rest. We’re going to visit Ryeowook later today, so you have to be ready, okay?” Sungmin said.

Kyuhyun didn’t reply. Sungmin guessed it was because he mentioned Ryeowook, and Yesung now had Ryeowook in his hands. But soon enough, Kyuhyun tucked himself back under his blanket. Sungmin let out a small breath. He tucked Kyuhyun in a little more, and got up from his seat. He pushed the office chair back into its place and took one more glance at the sleeping boy.

“Ryeowook will remember you, Kyuhyun…” He mumbled before going out.

~@~

“Weirdo, I’ll always love you~” Ryeowook giggled.

“And I’ll always love you too!” an unknown voice said.

“Wait… who are you?” Ryeowook asked, pushing himself away from the figure.

It was black. He couldn’t see the person’s face.

“It’s me, Wook! It’s me!!!” the voice screamed, person coming nearer.

Ryeowook shook his head. “No… I don’t know you! Get away!”

“But I love you. I’m your teddy bear, remember? TEDDY BEAR!!!!” and there was an evil laugh echoing.


“NO!” Ryeowook shot his eyes open.

Yesung quickly stumbled out of the other bed and rushed over to Ryewook. The younger of the two was drenched in sweat, and was breathing heavily. Ryeowook avoided Yesung’s eyes.

“Ryeowook, look at me.” Yesung said, worriedly.

Ryeowook didn’t show any reaction. “I… I can’t…” he sobbed. “I’m scared, Yesung. I’m scared.”

He pulled Ryeowook into a tight embrace, and Ryeowook began to cry. He rubbed soothing circles into the boy’s back, making sure to whisper calm words to him every few seconds. Ryeowook held on tightly to Yesung’s arm, scared to fall asleep again.

“Shh… it was just a dream.” Yesung cooed, as he began to rock the whimpering boy.

~@~

“Is everyone ready?” Kangin yelled.

He looked around and saw many of the other members nod. He knew they didn’t feel like going anymore after hearing about what happened with Ryeowook and Yesung, but they had to if they wanted to gain Ryeowook’s closeness again. Kangin frowned though, when Hankyung and Sungmin came into the room sulking.

“Where’s Kibum and Kyuhyun?” He demanded.

“U-Um…” Sungmin stuttered.

“They aren’t coming with us.” Hankyung answered for the younger one.

Eeteuk closed is eyes for a second, and nodded. “Alright, they can stay.”

Donghae and Heechul groaned. “That’s not fair!” both males whined at once.

“Why won’t Kyuhyun go see Ryeowook?” Eunhyuk asked sadly.

He only received a hit on the back of his head.

“Oww! What’d you do that for?!” He addressed to Kangin.

Kangin only ignored him. “Alright, since everyone else is here, let’s go.”

~@~

Once Kyuhyun heard the door to the dorm close, he got up from bed and walked out of his room. He went into the kitchen, not expecting to find someone in there. He stopped in his tracks when he saw Kibum sitting at the dining table drinking a cup of coffee. He took a deep breath and walked into the kitchen. Kibum looked up and wasn’t surprised to see Kyuhyun.

“Hey, you’re up.” Kibum greeted with a small smile, while paying attention to the script in his hand.

“Yea… I thought you went with the others.” Kyuhyun said, pouring himself some coffee.

Kibum watched as the magnae walked over and sat across from him at the dining table with his coffee. He waited until Kyuhyun settled down in his seat comfortably before continuing their conversation. He didn’t want anything weird happening between them, even though Kyuhyun got angry last night.

“I was, but I don’t really want to see Yesung right now. I’m mad at him too.” Kibum confessed, his smile drooping a bit.

Kyuhyun only nodded. “I’m sorry I did that to you last night…” He added guiltily.

“Oh, no need to, Kyuhyun.” Kibum said a bit awkwardly. “I can understand why you did it. I don’t blame you.”

“But I made it seem like it–”

“It’s okay Kyuhyun. None of it was your fault. It was really partially mine for not stopping him.” Kibum shook his head, and then looked up at Kyuhyun.

Kyuhyun nodded in defeat. Kibum was his hyung after all.

“I still feel sorry though. I feel like I disrespected you. All you wanted to do was to tell the group, but I got angry and…” He couldn’t continue.

“Kyuhyun stop. It’s okay, really. Now stop apologizing! You’re forgiven! I don’t have time to listen to your repetitive apologies! I have a script to memorize and work on before heading off to the set.” Kibum laughed.

It caused Kyuhyun to laugh as well. It was his first time to really laugh again, after so many depressing days, and it made him feel great. Kibum smiled; glad to have succeeded with making his “brother” laugh.

“Yah Cho Kyuhyun! Stop sulking and smile more often now okay? I’m going to help you get Ryeowook back!” Kibum tried encouraging. “And if we’re really gonna try that, you have to try and be happy even though it’s really painful. Show Yesung how good you are!”

Kyuhyun laughed, even though he had tears in his eyes. “Thanks hyung.” He chuckled.

~@~

“We’re here!” Siwon chirped.

Ryeowook and Yesung both turned their heads to see the rest of Super Junior come into the room with bags of food. Yesung got out of his seat to allow the members greet Ryeowook. There was talking everywhere and Ryeowook wasn’t even sure where to even begin. Should I say hi?

“Hi Ryeowook! I didn’t get to reintroduce myself to you yesterday. I’m Sungmin! You can see I like pink a lot! You like pink too, but not as much as me and Heechul hyung!” Sungmin introduced himself.

Ryeowook bowed a bit, making sure to flash a smile. He found Sungmin adorable.

“Yo what’s up? You my friend!” Eunhyuk said in broken English. Ryeowook laughed a bit. “I’m Hyukjae, but everyone calls me “Eunhyuk” cause… That’s just what everyone calls me around here!” He showed his gummy smile.

Ryeowook liked Eunhyuk because he seemed really humorous.

“Annyeonghaseyo! I’m Hankyung. I look very much like you of course, but I’m Chinese. My Chinese name is “Hangeng”. I’m one of the better chefs in our dorm, aside from you!” He greeted politely.

Ryeowook thought Hankyung was really nice and interesting.

“Aiyoo! Sungmin talked about me earlier! Can you guess who I am? I’m way too popular not to be known~” Heechul bragged, while fixing some of his bangs into place.

Ryeowook hesitated for awhile. “Umm… Heechul hyung?”

Heechul’s eyes lit up and he embraced the eternal magnae tightly. “Ooh~ you’re still cute as ever! You even called me “hyung”! And yes, I am the Heechul for you! SJHKJHFDKFIRFH~” He spazzed crazily.

Ryeowook found Heechul scary, and… very womanly.

Just then, Hankyung whispered into his other ear, “You may want to be careful. He can get crazier, especially when he’s mad.”

Heechul glared at his second boyfriend. “YAH! HANKYUNG-AH!” He screamed.

Ryeowook could only cover his ears.

“Hey there, I’m Siwon. Don’t worry; I’m not as crazy as Heechul. I’m much nicer, haha. I believe God erased your memories for a purpose, but I won’t blame him. You’ll gain them back eventually.” Siwon smiled, before giving Ryeowook a warm hug.

“YAH CHOI SIWON!” Heechul now screamed. “STOP WITH YOUR RELIGIOUS BELIEFS!”

Ryeowook once again, covered his ears in fear of going deaf. Was yelling this loud even allowed in the hospital?

“Ryeowook, hi. I’m Shindong. Don’t worry, I won’t eat you! Even though I’m considered the “big” one, I’m really, really nice. Wanna hear a joke?” Shindong said smiling. Ryeowook nodded his head. “Knock, knock!” He began.

“Who’s there?” Ryeowook answered.

“Ammonia!”

“Ammonia who?”

“Ammonia little kid!” Shindong finished.

Ryeowook burst out laughing. “Hahaha! That’s funny! I was so not expecting that!”

Shindong smiled. “That’s what everyone says!”

Ryeowook enjoyed Shindong, He figured Shindong was the one to go to when you felt down.

“Wee~ Hi, Ryeowook! I’m Aiden Lee! Well, that’s my American name. My real name is Donghae! You can also call me “Fishie”! Eunhyuk is “Monkey” and he’s mine! You can’t have him even though he’s sexy, sorry hyung~ But I wouldn’t mind sharing! Just make sure he spends more time with me! I hope you remember again soon, so that you and Kyuhyun magnae can be happy again! You two–”

“Okay, Donghae I think that’s enough~” Eeteuk said in a rush as he clasped a hand over the talkative boy’s mouth and pulled him outside the room.

Ryeowook stared after Donghae, feeling a bit lost. What does he mean so I and Kyuhyun magnae can be happy again? When he looked at the others left in the room, he noticed they all were quiet and the atmosphere had suddenly become tense. Kangin laughed, to break the weird feeling.

“Hahaha! Anyways~ I’m Kangin. I can get scary sometimes, but not to worry! We can always resolve it with drinking! You’re one of the heaviest drinkers in our group, just like me!” Kangin said laughing here and there.

But everything stopped when he received a smack on the head from Eeteuk. Everyone cracked up.

“Kangin! You’re not supposed to influence him to drink!” Eeteuk yelled disappointed in his boyfriend.

Ryeowook couldn’t help but say he enjoyed their company. They gave a safe and warm atmosphere around him. They also made him very happy. But it was then when he noticed Kibum and Kyuhyun were missing. He frowned.

“Wait… there are two people missing.” Ryeowook observed.

The room became quiet.

“Do you mean Kibum and Kyuhyun?” Hankyung asked. Ryeowook nodded. “Well, Kibum has a busy schedule today so he couldn’t make it. He told me to tell you he was sorry.”

“Oh, what about Kyuhyun then?” Ryeowook asked, not realizing how many of them frowned.

“Ah, he’s at home. Kind of umm… caught a cold, you know?” Eunhyuk faked a small laugh.

“Oh…”

Ryeowook didn’t understand why he felt a little bit disappointed, knowing Kyuhyun couldn’t make it because he had caught a cold.

~@~

Eeteuk and Yesung were outside on the rooftop talking.

“Why did you do it?” Eeteuk asked.

“Do what?” Yesung fired back innocently.

“You know what I’m talking about, Yesung. Haven’t you wondered why none of us has talked to you yet?” His eyes showed concern.

“No, I haven’t.” Yesung lied, but he was really hurt inside, knowing none of the members wanted to really talk to him.

“For God’s sake, we all know what you did, Yesung! Kibum told us! Kyuhyun hates you!” Eeteuk yelled angrily.

“I did it because I love him, alright?! You have no idea how much I’ve waited to be with him, and here was my chance! He doesn’t remember being in love with Kyuhyun, so why not take a chance at it?” Yesung said with a smirk.

Eeteuk tried his best to hold in his anger. “You don’t understand anything, do you Yesung? They loved each other! They deserve to be together, and you out of everyone should know it best!”

“Why does it matter if I knew it best? You know I love Ryeowook! I can love him better than Kyuhyun did!” Yesung exclaimed.

“No, no you can’t! If that’s what you think, you’re wrong. Your love will never be like Kyuhyun’s.” Eeteuk spoke the truth. “And your love… will never be better than Kyuhyun’s. It is strong, but not enough to beat Kyuhyun’s.”

Yesung laughed, as tears began to fall down his cheeks. “Just watch, hyung. He’ll learn to love me. Even if he doesn’t know, he’ll learn!” He turned around to walk away.

“You know what’ll happen if he regains all of his memories back, Yesung?! He’ll hate you, and you know it! That’s why you’re trying to keep him from remembering! Face it Yesung, he’ll remember one day! Don’t lie to yourself like this! The three of you will only end up getting hurt!” Eeteuk screamed after him.

Yesung fought hard not to listen to the leader’s words. “I’m not lying to myself. Ryeowook will never remember. I’ll make sure of it.” He whispered to himself.

ughh! don't you guys just hate yesung? he's so mean! >< but yea, more humor in here yes? haha. and aww, kibumand kyuhyun seem so close and cute, don't they? haha. well, i'll try to update soon! comments<3

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 05/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Here's chapter five everyone! (: There's not much I have to say this round, so enjoy reading~ Hehe.



Kibum ran as fast as he could, trying not to cry. He knew Yesung was chasing him from the calls of his name. He had been running for awhile now and he was tired. Believing that he had lost Yesung, he stopped to take a break in order to catch his breath at the corner of a hallway. As soon as he decided to rest, someone grabbed his arm and turned him around. It was Yesung.

Kibum shrugged off Yesung’s hand. “What do you want?”

“Did you hear everything?” Yesung asked, hoping he hadn’t.

“Why does it matter? It’s too late now, isn’t it? You already told him you were his ‘boyfriend’!” Kibum exclaimed angrily. He glared at the older male.

“Kibum, it’s not what you think! I was–”

“So what now? My eyes and ears were deceiving me?” Kibum scoffed at him.

“No!” Yesung said.

“You know what? Do whatever you want! You just broke up Kyuhyun and Ryeowook, so be happy. I’m leaving.” Kibum declared. “Tell him I’m sorry about earlier, and that it was because I had forgotten some matter at home.” He turned to leave.

Yesung grasped his arm again. “Kibum…”

“Just… don’t bother me right now. I… I can’t even look you in the face.” Kibum said, looking elsewhere. He pulled his arm away, and continued walking away.

Yesung watched Kibum’s retreating back. He palmed his face, taking a deep breath to calm his nerves down a bit. Kibum had heard them, and now everyone in Super Junior was going to know about he did. But it was better this way, right? It was better than them figuring it out themselves. He turned around and slowly walked his way back to Ryeowook’s room, feeling guilty.

~@~

Kibum got in his car and drove home. Tears fell down his face while he tried to keep his eyes focused on the road. He wanted to get home as quick as possible. He loved Yesung, but what the man had just done made him angry and feel hatred towards him. But most of all, he was hurt. Yesung lied to be with Ryeowook. If Ryeowook doesn’t regain his memories…Kyuhyun will never get him back. Nor, would he himself, ever get to be with Yesung. Everything is going wrong.

Kibum parked his car and sat in his car to cry. Het let out a painful scream to relief his stress he felt now. How was he supposed to tell the others? Just go in and say, “Hey Ryeowook and Yesung are together now.”? He wasn’t sure, but if no one asks him, he’ll just have to keep quiet. It’s for the best anyways. He wiped his tears and got out of the car to head inside.

~@~

Everyone was doing something different in the dorm in order to forget about all the things that had happened. Some played games, some watched movies, and others enveloped themselves with their lovers to talk about old memories not involving the eternal magnae. But everything stopped when they saw Kibum come in through the door. He looked horrible, and that caused all of them question in their heads: Did something happen?

Eunhyuk placed the game controller on the floor beside Donghae, and got up. “H-Hey Kibum!” He tried smiling, and waved his hand.

Kibum forced on a smile. “Hey guys…”

“We thought you were going to stay with Yesung and Ryeowook. Did something happen?” Eunhyuk forced himself to ask the last question.

Kibum stayed quiet. “…I was, but… stuff happened between me and Yesung.” He answered sadly.

“Like what?” Hankyung asked with a frown.

Kibum looked down at the floor before looking up, and letting out a small chuckle.

“Kibum… tell us what happened.” Eeteuk said in a serious tone, not in for any games.

~@~

Kyuhyun woke up from the members’ talking. He got out of Ryeowook’s bed and headed out of his and Ryeowook’s shared room. He took his time to reach the living room. When he did, he noticed the tense atmosphere and gulped. He noticed Kibum was back. Nothing happened right?

~@~

Kibum’s eyes filled with tears once more. “Yesung… he… he told Ryeowook something that wasn’t true. He… He lied to him. Yesung told Ryeowook they were lovers. I–”

“Hyung did what?!”

They all turned their heads to where the voice came from. There they saw Kyuhyun standing in the hallway, not far from them. His eyes showed disbelief and betrayal. Of course he knew about Yesung’s crush on Ryeowook, too, but he never knew his hyung would be such a bastard and do something so cruel.

Kyuhyun stormed over to Kibum and gripped the collar of his shirt angrily. “Why didn’t you do something, Kibum?!” He said, glaring angrily at the male.

“Kyuhyun!” Shindong cried out.

Kangin and Shindong ran to help pull Kyuhyun away from Kibum. When they pulled Kyuhyun away, Kibum frowned at him.

“I couldn’t, Kyuhyun. I wanted to and I knew I needed to, but it was too late. I had overheard their conversation while I was coming back from buying some coffee, but I wasn’t sure it was going to lead to Ryeowook believing him. I’m sorry I didn’t stop them earlier! But even if I tried, it would do no good! Cause then it’d only make Ryeowook confuse and not trust us! And I didn’t want that!” Kibum yelled back, tears falling down his face. He dropped to the ground and began to cry. “I’m sorry, Kyuhyun… I’m so sorry…”

Kyuhyun stared at Kibum, who was now on the ground. He felt guilty for what he just did now to his hyung, but he couldn’t help the anger that boiled up inside of him. He just lost Ryeowook to Yesung. Yesung betrayed him. Ryeowook was no longer his. Was it really this simple to lose someone so precious to you, to someone else? Kyuhyun now felt dizzy. He had just received too much information. And suddenly, his vision went black and the last thing he heard were the members screaming his name frantically.

~@~

“Yesung…” Ryeowook mumbled the man’s name, as he came into the room.

Yesung smiled sadly at him. “Sorry, Kibum had to leave. He wanted to apologize about earlier. It was just… he remembered he had to go finish something at home.”

Ryeowook smiled a little, and shook his head. “No, that’s okay. It’s just, I feel a little uneasy.”

Yesung walked over and sat down. He took Ryeowook’s hand into his and intertwined their fingers together. He looked at the other boy, and smiled once again.

“There’s nothing to be worried about, Ryeowook. Everything is fine.” Yesung lied. As long as you don’t get your memories back, things should be fine.

He gave a small squeeze to his hand, and the young one smiled back with a small nod.

“Will I… ever remember?” He asked.

Yesung stared at him, his smile disappearing. “It’s okay if you don’t remember anything, Wook. We can always make new memories.”

Ryeowook nodded. “Wait… did you just call me, ‘Wook’?”

Yesung nodded. “Is something wrong?”

Ryeowook shook his head again. “No… it’s just… I don’t remember anyone calling me that, but I have this feeling that someone else has called me that before besides you.”

Yesung chuckled, but really he became worried. “Ahaha. I think you’re just very tired, Ryeowook. You should sleep, hmm? Today’s been a tiring day for you anyways.” He said, trying not to sound so nervous and rush his words.

Ryeowook nodded and laid back. He closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep. Yesung sighed in relief once the eternal magnae was asleep.

“That was close…” He breathed.


wow, everything is just broken now, hmm? kibum's heart is shattered. kyuhyun's confused and angry. yesung is a jerk now. ryeowook is not in his right mind. what does sj think? we'll find that out in the next chapter! (: comments<3

*Fanfic Archive
Here's a listing of everything I've written. (: I hope you guys enjoy the stories!

Drabbles
>> Disturbing Noises?; Kyuhyun, Sungmin; PG, Fluff, Comedy;
Summary: Kyuhyun can't study because his hyung is making too much noise next door. He gets fed up with all the noise, and goes to confront Sungmin about it, only to discover something.
> Learning Something New About Sungmin's Jumping Jacks? (Sequel to Disturbing Noises?); KyuWook, HeeMin; PG-13, Comedy;
Summary: Kyuhyun can't sleep because his hyung is making too much noise next door, and he needs his sleep, for he had a busy schedule the next day. He gets tired of his hyung and his jumping jacks on the bed, and goes next to door to Sungmin's room, only to discover something we wished he hadn't.
WARNING!: This contains a small, bit mention of sex, so be aware.

>>Blue Tomorrow? Maybe.; KyuWook; PG; Romance;
Summary: Ryeowook is tired of having blue tomorrows.


Oneshots
>> Hide-And-Seek; KyuWook, Eeteuk; NC-17, Smutt;
Summary: "1, 2, 3, GO," screamed Eeteuk and Kangin. EunHae raced out of the dance studio. SiHanChul ran in a hurry to find some place to hide in the room, with Heechul complaining about the hiding spot being either too small or too easy to be spotted in. YeBum tiptoed into the room next door. ShinMin ran to the cafeteria. And KyuWook rushed to find a place just big enough to fit the both of them perfectly. Yes, they were playing hide-and-seek -the couple version of course.
WARNING!: This contains boyxboy smutt, so be aware!

>> Love Disease; KyuWook; PG, Angst, Fluff;
Summary: Love… is like a disease. No matter how happy you are, there will always be pain. And no matter how small or big the pain is, it will always be etched into your memory. Even… if there are many happy ones.

>> Slowly Fading Leaves; Super Junior; PG, Angst;
Summary: What happens when members suddenly begin to leave Super Junior, one by one?
WARNING!: Very Heavy Angst! If You Do Not Like To Read About broken!SJ Please Do Not Read!


Chaptered Fics
>> A Way To Find The Truth And Trust; KyuWook, Heechul; PG, Angst, Romace;
Summary: Kyuhyun doesn't have enough trust in his boyfriend when hears that Ryeowook was cheating behind his back, which leads to a big problem he's got to get fixed before something happens.
01 | 02 (completed).

>> Insomnia; KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung; PG-13, Angst, Romance;
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 (on going).

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 04/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Yay! I'm back with another update! But to be honest, I wasn't really satisfied with how I wrote this chapter. It could've been better, and I would've rewrote it, but I'm too lazy. LOL! xD But either way, I'm on a roll with this fic! Enjoy this chappie. (And my crappy writing in this one.)



Ryeowook stared around the white room. He wasn’t sure where he was, but from all the things in the room, he was positive he was in a hospital. He frowned at the thought of not remembering what had happened to him. And that boy who had hugged him, who was he?

“I’m glad to see you awake, Ryeowook.”

Ryeowook turned his attention to the voice. There was the doctor walking towards him, a clipboard held by one of his arms. Once he reached Ryeowook, he observed the boy’s reactions and took some notes. He placed the clipboard on the nightstand and took out a flashlight.

“Alright, let me check your eyes.” The doctor said, his fingers separating Ryeowook’s eye lids a bit further. He shined the light into Ryeowook’s eyes. “Hmm, nothing unusual there.” He said.

He put the flashlight back into his pocket, and jotted more notes. He called in a nurse to take his place in taking notes of Ryeowook.

“Excuse me sir, but… what happened to me?” Ryeowook asked, his eyes filled with uncertainty.

~@~

Kyuhyun found Yesung in the restroom in one of the stalls.

“Yah, what’s taking you so long, hyung? Taking a dump?” Kyuhyun laughed at his last sentence.

Yesung groaned. “I was! Now, could you please hand me some toilet paper? I’ve been stuck in here because there is no toilet paper in this stall!” He exclaimed.

Kyuhyun let out a loud laugh. He walked into the next stall and grabbed some toilet paper for his hyung. He passed it under to Yesung. Within the next few seconds, he heard the toilet flush, and Yesung stepped out of the stall.

“Hurry!” Kyuhyun whined.

“Ah, why are you in such a hurry?” Yesung complained, still taking his time.

“Hyung! Ryeowook’s awake!” the magnae cried out loud. “Now would you please hurry it up?”

Yesung’s eyes widened, and he quickly washed his hands before dashing off behind Kyuhyun.

~@~

The doctor stared at Ryeowook for awhile. “You don’t remember what happened to you?” the doctor asked. He noticed how the boy shook his head frantically. “…It’s nothing much, Ryeowook. You had-”

“Ryeowook!” Kyuhyun’s voice filled the room.

He ran over to the boy and embraced him again. Ryeowook’s eyes widened at this. He then noticed another man standing not far behind the man hugging him. Who were they? He didn’t know them. How did they even know him?

“I’m so glad you’re okay now…” Kyuhyun murmured.

Ryeowook’s eyebrows furrowed. Kyuhyun didn’t receive anything from Ryeowook and began to worry. He pulled away and looked at him. His boyfriend’s eyes showed shock and looked completely lost. Kyuhyun frowned.

“What’s wrong, Ryeowook? Aren’t you happy to see me?” Kyuhyun asked, feeling broken inside when he didn’t receive any response from his boyfriend.

Ryeowook tipped his head to the side, trying to remember if he really knew the guy. But when nothing came to him, he shook his head slightly.

“No… Who are you guys? I don’t even know you.” Ryeowook said, pulling Kyuhyun’s hands away from him.

Kyuhyun shook his head in disbelief. “No, no, no, no, Wookie it’s me! Kyuhyun!” He cried frantically.

“Ryeowook… it’s us…” Yesung said quietly. “Don’t you remember?”

Kyuhyun tried reaching out to Ryeowook again, but Ryeowook flinched away from his touch. He didn’t know this man, or the one standing behind him. He shook his head again. His eyes stung with tears. They were strangers to him. He was scared. Was he really supposed to know them? Were they important people? He wasn’t sure, but he wanted them to go away. How could they say he knows them?

“No…no! Go away! I don’t know any of you guys! Don’t touch me! Get out! Doctor please make them leave!” Ryeowook cried, tears falling violently down his face.

Kyuhyun wasn’t crying yet, but his eyes were wide and his face showed astonishment. He couldn’t believe this. Ryeowook didn’t remember him. Ryeowook doesn’t remember him or Yesung. It was just impossible. But before he can say anymore, the doctor begged them to step out for awhile till Ryeowook had calmed down.

~@~

“Kyuhyun! Yesung!” Kangin called out to them from down the hall.

The two men looked up to see the rest of the band members running towards them.

“Hyung!” Kyuhyun cried.

He ran over to Kangin, embracing him by surprise. Eeteuk was confused as to what Kyuhyun did. Kangin hugged the magnae. Kyuhyun was crying and letting out endless sobs. The members stared in confusion. They didn’t know why the magnae was crying.

Eeteuk patted the young one’s back soothingly. “Kyuhyun-ah what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He asked softly.

Kyuhyun just shook his head, and pushed himself further into Kangin.

“Kyuhyun, please tell us what’s wrong!” Donghae begged. “Yesung hyung!” He looked over to his hyung.

Yesung looked at Donghae with sad eyes. “…Ryeowoook. He doesn’t remember us.” He said painfully.

Heechul shook his head frantically in refusal of Yesung’s words. He couldn’t stop his tears from flowing at the news. He dropped down on to the ground.

“No... No. How is that possible? Tell us you’re kidding!” He screamed.

Hankyung and Siwon dropped down next to him, trying to soothe him. Heechul just pushed them away from him, not wanting to be comforted. He was angry, yet broken. Their eternal magnae doesn’t remember anyone? It’s almost impossible to believe. But it’s the truth.

Kyuhyun choked back a sob. “Why did this have to happen?” He questioned.

~@~

“Ryeowook, are you sure you don’t know them?” Dr. Han raised a brow. Ryeowook nodded his head, still crying from fear. “Do you recognize the name ‘Super Junior’?” Ryeowook shook his head ‘no’. “You don’t remember falling off the stage during a blackout on one of your rehearsals?”

“W-What rehearsal? A stage? I don’t know what you’re talking about!” Ryeowook sobbed hysterically.

Dr. Han sighed in deep disappointment. What was he suppose to do? One of his patients lost his memory. He had expected this, but he had also hoped for the best. Now this had happened and he feels sorry for the band.

“Alright. Well, you have guests here to see you. Try your best to stay calm okay?” Dr. Han informed the young boy. Ryeowook nodded, but he wasn’t sure if he could if they were unknown people.

~@~

Dr. Han told the boys they could come in. Ryeowook watched as a bunch of men around his age came into the room. His heartbeat increased from the fear that was growing inside of him. Again the question resurfaced. Who are these people?

Eeteuk was the fist to take a chance. He walked over to Ryeowook, being careful not to frighten the member. Ryeowook flinched a bit when Eeteuk touched his hand, but relaxed after awhile.

“Ryeowook-ah, it’s me, Eeteuk hyung. I’m the hyung that cared for you like a mother, while with us. Don’t you remember?” He said with sadness in his voice. He managed to flash a smile with his trembling lips.

Ryeowook shook his head. “I’m… I’m sorry, but I don’t– I can’t remember who you are…” He answered honestly. He felt his heart break when he noticed the man began looking even sadder. He turned his attention back to Dr. Han. “Am I supposed to know them, doctor?”

Dr. Han nodded. “Yes, Ryeowook. They were like family to you.” He said.

Ryeowook’s lips were in a tight line. He turned back to look at all the other men within the room. They all looked so sad and weak. He wondered if he really meant a lot to them.

~@~

The members had left Ryeowook’s room to go have a talk with his doctor. They were crowded up in Dr. Han’s office.

“How could this have happened? Did you know about it?” Siwon questioned.

“Yes, I did. And I hoped for it not to happen. The injury to his head was very severe, so it must have affected part of his brain, causing him to forget some of his memories. It seems like he had lost all of his memories being in Super Junior. I had asked him if he even recognized the name, but he protested and said no.” Dr. Han said a bit frustrated with the situation.

“Will he ever remember?” Kyuhyun said, with hopefully eyes.

Dr. Han looked at Kyuhyun, uncertain. “I’m not sure, but there is a chance where he could. If you all can make him try to do some things he’s done before his memory loss, there’s chances he can begin to remember.”

~@~

The members had taken Kyuhyun home to rest. He had, had a wild day and really needed to regain his energy and get his thoughts straight. Yesung and Kibum insist that they stay and watch over Ryeowook for the night.

Yesung was alone with Ryeowook at the time. Kibum had gone out to buy some coffee. It was awkward between the two. Yesung wasn’t sure what to say or think. Ryeowook forgot all his memories with them. That meant he didn’t remember being in love with Kyuhyun. But that also meant he didn’t remember being close friends with him. He frowned. There were really good sides to him losing his memory, but then there were bad ones too. But he pushed out all of the bad ones out.

Ryeowook avoided eye contact from the older male as much as possible. It was uncomfortable being by someone you hardly even remembered. He just stared down at his hands, pretending to fondle with his finger nails.

“Ryeowook…” Yesung called softly. Ryeowook looked up at him. “You really… don’t remember?” He gulped. Ryeowook shook his head, but panicked when Yesung had tears in his eyes. Did he do something wrong? “How can you do that?”

Ryeowook looked at him, unsure of where this was headed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He said honestly.

“How can you just forget everyone? Especially me! How could you have possibly forgotten me? Your very own boyfriend!” Yesung exclaimed, tears falling down his cheek

Ryeowook’s mouth was slightly open in astonishment. He wasn’t sure if what he had heard was correct. This Yesung was his boyfriend? Seriously? He didn’t want to believe it but the desperate look the older male was giving him made him feel it was probably truthful. He frowned when he felt guilt fill him in the inside.

“B-Boyfriend?” Ryeowook stuttered confusedly.

Yesung nodded. “Mm. We were so in love, and I don’t want you to forget us, Ryeowook. It’s just… You have to remember, Ryeowook. You have to remember the memories we had together…” Yesung couldn’t stop himself anymore. He already had gone too far. He began sobbing. “Ryeowook, please! Please don’t do this to us! I love you, and you loved me! You can’t just–”

Ryeowook sudden pulled Yesung into a tight embrace. “I’m sorry, Yesung. I’m so sorry for not remembering you or anybody else besides my family and friends. I’m sorry if I forgotten how much I loved you…” He whispered. “So help me… help me remember…”

Suddenly there was a loud clatter.

~@~

Kibum stopped in his tracks when he heard Yesung talking. He was right in front of the door, and before he knows it, Ryeowook had embraced him in his arms. That brought him back into reality, making him drop the two cups of coffee he held in his hands. Yesung and Ryeowook jerked away from each other, and saw Kibum standing at the door.

“Kibum…” Yesung muttered. Before he could say more, Kibum ran off. “Shit.” Yesung quickly ran after Kibum.


wow! so here's all the drama~ comments<3 i'll try to update soon you guys~ hehe. another cliffhanger~ and like i said, i really did not like how this chapter turned out. T___________T

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 03/??
Past Chapters: 01|02
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Yes! I'm updating again! Fast, yes? Well, you guys did want me to update soon right? So here's the third chapter! I'm sure you guys will love it! (: Please don't kill me for making you guys wait at the end though.



It had been about three days– almost four, since the incident and Kyuhyun hadn’t left Ryeowook’s side unless it was something urgent. He only left when he needed to use the restroom or to leave for one of their performances. But other than that, he stayed with his boyfriend at all times. The members had tried to get him home, but being the stubborn boy he was with Ryeowook, they couldn’t do much; therefore they took turns staying with him and Ryeowook just to make sure Kyuhyun didn’t skip any meals.

There were times when Ryeowook’s fingers would move or jerk a bit, and that would cause Kyuhyun to panic in delight and have high hopes, but when the doctor tells him ‘it’s just some side effects of the nerves in his body’, he’s disappointed. Either way, he’s still wishing and hoping, and waiting for his beloved to wake up and smile at him like he use to.

Kyuhyun was seated next to Ryeowook like usual, his hand in his. His head was resting on his folded arm in front of him on the mattress. He stared at their joined hands as he quietly sang and hummed Ryeowook’s favorite lullaby to him.

(click here: Tim – Lullaby)
Nunul gamgo duroyo jago giphun sumsori
Maumnohgo shwioyo ine mannayo
Jagun jagun kumneum
Soriobnun bamneum

Jogum jogum udgo ine johun kumul kunabwa
Negen kumiji norul barabonun ironpunggyong
Goulgathun nimosubi negen jonbuya
Hosugathun noui pumi naui jibiya

Hmm~ Hmm~ Hmm~
Hmm~ Hmm~ Hmm~

Jagun jagun kumneum
Soriobnun bamneum
Jogum jogum udgo ine johun kumul kunabwa

Negen kumiji norul barabonun ironpunggyong
Goulgathun nimosubi negen jonbuya
Hosugathun noui pumi naui jibiya

Hoo~ Hoo~ Hoo~

Jaljayo jajang naui saranga

He looked up at Ryeowook’s face when he was done singing. He sat up and brushed some of Ryeowook’s hair back behind his ear with his free hand. Kyuhyun smiled sadly at him while doing so. He moved forward and gently placed a kiss on the sleeping boy’s forehead.

“Sleep well, hmm? I’ll see you in the morning, my love.” Kyuhyun whispered as he pulled away to go sit on his bed right across from Ryeowook’s.

~@~

Yesung stood watching Kyuhyun from outside the door. His heart broke some more when he saw Kyuhyun kiss Ryeowook. He looked away from the painful scene. Once he heard Kyuhyun move away, he took a deep breath and walked into the room, forcing on a small smile. He had gone out to refill Ryeowook’s humidifier with more water.

“Hey, Kyuhyun…” Yesung greeted the magnae.

Kyuhyun turned around to see his hyung. “Oh hey hyung, you’re back.”

Yesung fiddled with the humidifier in his hands before speaking again. “Is he alright?”

“Ryeowook?” Kyuhyun let out a small chuckle. “Yea, I guess… I just finished singing his favorite lullaby to him.”

Yesung nodded. “Well, his humidifier is refilled now. I should put it back.” He smiled.

Kyuhyun agreed with a small nod. He yawned tiredly. He was exhausted. Most people would say it’s boring to sit in a hospital all day just watching the one you love sleep, but to Kyuhyun, it was relaxing and a warm feeling because he was next to his love. Whether it was boring or not, he was next to the person he loved and that made everything better.

Yesung finished placing the humidifier back in place and turned around just in time to see Kyuhyun yawn. He frowned at the magnae. Even if he was jealous of him, he still cared about Kyuhyun. Yesung sighed.

“Kyuhyun, you should really go to sleep now. It’s late and you need rest.” The older male said with concern.

Kyuhyun chuckled. “I guess so, huh?” He turned around to fix up his pillow before slipping under the covers. “Well, good night hyung. Take care of Ryeowook for me?”

“Of course.” Yesung smiled. “Good night, Kyuhyun.”

Yesung watched as the magnae closed his eyes and dozed off to a peaceful sleep.

~@~

Yesung was seated next to Ryeowook. He stared at the young boy, not knowing what to say or think. He grabbed his hand and held it. It was slightly cold, but he could feel his own hand warming it up under his hold. His heart pounded painfully in his chest, being able to be so close to Ryeowook finally. But even though he was able to be this close to him, he was still so sad. He brought his other hand up to touch Ryeowook’s cheek. It was soft and slightly warm.

“…Ryeowook.” Yesung mumbled. “You can’t go away forever, you know? Without you, I no longer have a reason to live. Do you know that? I live because I have hope that one day you will turn and love me too, just like Kyuhyun. So please don’t sleep forever, Ryeowook. You have to wake up soon…” He whispered.

Yesung got up from the seat and headed to sit on the small couch by the window. He stared at Ryeowook, who looked to be having a peaceful sleep like Kyuhyun. Within time, his gaze had shifted out the window. He looked at all the colorful lights that lit up Seoul. They were beautiful, and reminded him of Ryeowook’s beauty. Pretty soon, he too, went off into a slumber.

~@~

Early the next morning, Kyuhyun woke up to a blue post-it note on his forehead. Confused, he took the note off and read it.

Morning Kyu! If you wake up and I’m gone,
Then I’m at the bathroom! >.<
P.S. I needed to go real bad!
~~~Yesung!

Kyuhyun laughed at the note. He placed the note on the nightstand beside his bed and turned his attention to Ryeowook. His smile dropped a tad. He got out of bed and went to sit down next to Ryeowook. He held Ryeowook’s hand in a loose grasp, and brought it up to his lips. He kissed the upside palm of Ryeowook’s hand tenderly before lowering it back down, hands still entwined.

“Morning, Ryeowook. I bet you slept well, hmm?” Kyuhyun beamed slightly. He brought his other hand up and began combing Ryeowook’s hair with his fingers affectionately. “You know what? Last night, I had a dream. You and I were heading to the beach with everyone else and you were so happy. But when we reached there, something went wrong because I couldn’t reach you. I ran to you, but you kept going further from me. You walked further and further, and deeper and deeper, into the flaring waters. But I couldn’t do anything, and before I know it, you’ve disappeared under water.

“I searched for you, but you were gone. And then Yesung hyung came and he told me it was too late to save you. He told me you were gone. I couldn’t believe it, Ryeowook. That wouldn’t really happen right? You’re not going to leave me, right?” Kyuhyun said quietly, looking at his feet.

Suddenly, he felt Ryeowook’s fingers flex under his hold. His head shot up, eyes wide with unshed tears in them. He saw the older male’s eyelids twitch a bit, and his heart began beating wildly. He took in a deep breath watching carefully as his boyfriend moved.

“W-Wook?” Kyuhyun stuttered, a smile gracing his lips. “Are you… Can you hear me?”

And just like magic the eternal magnae’s eyes fluttered open slowly. Kyuhyun couldn’t believe his eyes! Ryeowook… he… he’s awake! He pulled the boy into a tight hug.

“Oh my god! Ryeowook, I’ve missed you so much! Stay right here! I’m going to go get the doctor!” Kyuhyun exclaimed with joy, tears rolling down his cheeks.

The eternal magnae just watched in confusion as Kyuhyun ran out of the room in a hurry.



ryeowook's awake now!!! omg!!! isn't that awesome?! hehe, sorry bout the cliffhanger! *runs away* no killing, or else you'll never find out what happens later on! since i'll be dead if you guys kill me for this cliffhanger! xD but alright~ stay tuned to the next update. possibly tomorrow or soon. comment aways<3

btw, do any of you guys know the translation for the lullaby song? cause i tried looking for it, but i can't find the tranlated lyrics to it. T___________T so if any of you guys know it, please send it to me~ thanks<3

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 02/??
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Hey everyone! I'm back with another update! (: Hope you enjoy this chapter! And I'm sorry for the major angst in this one!!! ><



All of Super Junior was waiting outside of the emergency room. Eeteuk and Sungmin were busy trying to comfort Kyuhyun. He had been crying ever since they got there and no one knew how to make him stop. It had already been an hour, and yet nothing was known about Ryeowook’s condition. It couldn’t be that bad. He only received a hit to the head, right? That couldn’t kill him obviously. Finally after what seemed like forever, the doors to the emergency room slid open and the doctor came out.

Eeteuk was the first to go up to him, while the rest stayed behind. They couldn’t really hear what their leader and the doctor was saying. But they did get a sign that something must be terribly wrong when they caught Eeteuk stumble a few tiny steps backwards with his hand going up to his mouth, trying to stifle a whimper. Kangin quickly got up and caught a hold on the older man. Now Kangin was conversing with the doctor. The doctor bowed down to the couple and the rest of them before leaving. Kyuhyun got up from his seat. He had long stopped crying and was desperate to know what was up.

“W-What’s wrong, hyung? Ryeowook’s alright, isn’t he?” Kyuhyun stuttered.

Eeteuk’s bottom lip trembled. “Mm, he’s fine, Kyuhyun… But-”

“But what? What, hyung?” Kyuhyun’s voice trembled as he spoke.

Their leader took a deep breath before continuing, “Ryeowook... he’s… he’s in a coma, everyone. The doctor said he probably won’t be awake till after a few days. During these few days, they will be observing him for any signs that could indicate anything bad because his head injury was severe.” He closed his eyes tightly on the first sentence, while Kangin tightened his arms around him.

Kyuhyun couldn’t believe what he just heard. His boyfriend was in a coma? He’ll be in a deep slumber for a few days? He wasn’t sure how he was going to cope without Ryeowook, but he knew he had no choice. The rest of the members were relieved to know that the eternal magnae was fine, but they were upset to hear that they would not see their member’s cheerful face for a few days. A few days seemed like a long times worth to them.

“C-Can we go see him?” Kyuhyun asked.

Kangin nodded. “But before we can, the doctor said we have to wait until they move him into another room.”

“Okay…”

~@~

They all walked into the small room Ryeowook was now resting in. All of them tried their best to stay quiet, but seeing their member look so lifeless on that bed made it almost impossible. Some of them began to cry. They were all scattered about in the room and around the bed Ryeowook was on. Kyuhyun took the seat next to the bed. He grabbed Ryeowook’s cold hand and brought it up to his warm cheek. He fought hard not to cry as well. He felt like running away from this, but he knew it was impossible because even if he did, nothing would change and Ryeowook would still be like he is now.

“Ryeowook… don’t stay asleep too long, okay? We need you. I need you.” Kyuhyun stopped to take a breath or else he’d breakdown. “I love you, Ryeowook. Everyone else does too, and you know that, so please come back quick alright?”

Kibum placed a hand on Kyuhyun’s shoulder, gripping it slightly. Yesung just stared at Ryeowook. He felt extremely horrible. He had never expected anything like this to happen, especially to Ryeowook. Yesung wanted to hold the boy’s hand, too, but he knew that was impossible when Kyuhyun already was. Seeing the boy so pale and fragile made him break inside. It was painful… for everyone.

~@~

They had been in the hospital for over an hour now. No one really spoke in that time; everyone was just mute for the moment. Eunhyuk was still sobbing in Donghae’s arms. Eeteuk went from one member to the other, trying to comfort each and every one the best he could, while Kangin watched with sadness. Shindong was fumbling with his fingers, as he sat in one of the other chairs within the room. Sungmin was seated on the bed, right next to Ryeowook, holding his other hand, since the other one was already taken by Kyuhyun. Siwon held Hankyung as he silently cried. Yesung had gone out of the room, not sure how much longer he could stand there before breaking down himself. Kibum leaned against the wall, staring at the love Kyuhyun held in his eyes for Ryeowook. Heechul just stared out the window, not in the mood to see the eternal magnae so… dead. Kyuhyun stayed put in the seat and stared at his boyfriend’s blank face. Everyone was feeling sober.

~@~

Eeteuk had finally gotten to Yesung. The singer was sitting on the bench by the window, at the end of the hall. Eeteuk was glad Ryeowook’s room was at the end. He walked over to the younger one, and sat down next to him. They were quiet for awhile.

“How are you feeling?” Eeteuk asked, not looking at him.

“It’s obvious, isn’t it? How I’m feeling. It’s very obvious, right?” Yesung mumbled. He brought a hand up to wipe some of the tears he had let fall.

“Yesung…” was all Eeteuk could reply. He wasn’t sure what to say anymore. “Ryeowook’s fine, please try not to worry too much. It’s not-”

“That’s not it! It’s not that at all, hyung! Of course he’s fine!” Yesung cried, looking at their leader. There was hurt and envy in his eyes. Eeteuk knew where he was headed now. “Why does it always have to be him? Why, Kyuhyun? Why is it always Kyuhyun by his side? Can’t I be the one right beside him for once? Why, hyung? Why does it have to be this way?” He sobbed.

Eeteuk placed a soothing hand on his shoulder, gripping in a bit from behind. He pulled Yesung into a tight embrace, letting his fingers thread through his silk-like hair.

“I don’t know, Yesung. I don’t know how to answer your question. I’m sorry…” the leader whispered sadly. All he could do was let Yesung cry on his shoulder for now.

~@~

In the distance, they didn’t notice Kibum standing right in the doorway of Ryeowook’s room. His eyes were watered with unshed tears. He felt torn inside from Yesung’s words. He wanted to run to the older male and hug him, tell him that it was okay, and there was still him, but he knew that was impossible. Eeteuk was there, and even if he wasn’t, Yesung would never come to realize how much he loved him. He wiped his eyes, and took a step back into the room. Now was not the time to be worrying about such thing. Ryeowook, was the most important thing right now.

~@~

It was nearly midnight now. Kyuhyun and Eeteuk were still at the hospital with their injured member. The rest had gone home to rest for the night. Really, they were all to go home, but Kyuhyun refused to leave. He had said he would not, and couldn’t leave his boyfriend alone in the hospital. He wanted to be there in case anything happened. Eeteuk was not in the mood to leave the youngest member in the band alone, so he told everyone else to go ahead, and he and Kyuhyun would stay behind a bit longer.

Kyuhyun jerked a bit when he felt a hand on his shoulder suddenly. He turned around and found Eeteuk staring down at him.

“Kyuhyun-ah let’s go home, hmm? It’s late now, and you can’t plan on staying here all night with a packed schedule.” Eeteuk plead. He saw Kyuhyun shake his head ‘no’, and frowned. “Please? Manager Kim wants us both back home.”

“He doesn’t want Ryeowook home?” Kyuhyun suddenly asked.

Eeteuk’s eyes widened at the statement. “Now Kyuhyun, how can you possibly think that? Of course he wants Ryeowook home! Everyone does! Don’t ever say that again, do you understand?”

Kyuhyun didn’t answer. He only frowned some more. “Hyung, please just go home without me. I won’t feel at ease without being right beside him.”

“I know, but-”

“Please.” Kyuhyun begged.

The leader sighed, his eyes closed tightly. He didn’t want Kyuhyun here all by himself, but he knew no matter what he said, the magnae would never move. Kyuhyun really wanted to stay. He didn’t want to go home if there was no Ryeowook there at all. Eeteuk was out of ideas on how to persuade the boy home. He guessed he’d just have to call their manager and tell him he failed at getting Kyuhyun to come with him.

Eeteuk nodded in defeat, not wanting to bicker about it any longer. “Alright then, Kyuhyun, I’ll just have to tell Manager Kim that you have decided not to go home at all cost. But at least make sure you eat something and get some sleep alright? I’ll go ask if they could set up a bed in the room for you.” He said, managing a small smile.

Kyuhyun replied with a quiet and tired ‘okay’. When Eeteuk left the room, Kyuhyun turned his attention back to his lover. He smiled sadly at the older boy. Kyuhyun brought a hand up to his face, brushing away the lose strands of hair in his face. He caressed the high cheekbone softly, feeling the skin there warm up from his touch.

“I love you, Ryeowook… so much.” he murmured.


yeap... that's the end of the chapter! i was gonna write more, but decided to end here.
i'll be back soon with another update! 8) comments<3

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 01/??
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Hey everyone! I had said before that I was working on a KyuWook chaptered fic, so here it is! (: I hope you guys enjoy it and tell me your thoughts on it. If the outcome is not all that great, I may not continue with this fic, but if it is I'll continue. Comments are greatly appreciated<3


Super Junior was on their way to their rehearsals on stage for their “It’s You” performance on Inkigayo. Everyone was crowded in the bus with noise everywhere. Shindong and Sungmin were busy playing a game on Sungmin’s Nintendo DS, while Eunhyuk and Donghae were snoozing off to a small nap across from them, Donghae’s head on the other’s shoulder and Eunhyuk’s on the window, mouth slightly open. Eeteuk and Kangin sitting in seats across from each other upfront, their hands entwined in between the walkway. In the way back, Siwon and Hankyung sat with a vicious Heechul who was complaining about how they have no more time for playing at all these days, giving the both men a pounding headache. Kibum and Yesung were chitchatting about their schedules for the day and how they wished for a vacation. Across from them sat Kyuhyun and Ryeowook, cuddling and nuzzling into one another, the younger man’s arms around Ryeowook, and whispering sweet nothings to one another.

Of course Kibum wasn’t promoting “It’s You” with them, but he thought about stopping by to watch their rehearsal before going off to do his own schedule and attend his acting lessons. He laid his head on Yesung’s shoulder, yawning loudly and snuggling closer to the older male.

“I’m so tired hyung, let me nap for a bit?” Kibum yawned before closing his eyes. “Hyung, you should sleep too, you’ve been looking very exhausted.”

Yesung chuckled. “Sure Bummie, I will in a bit, maybe…” he mumbled his last word.

Kibum dozed off to sleep and Yesung sighed. He moved a bit to cast a look at the couple sitting across from them. He felt a pang of jealousy hit him seeing how they acted with one another. He didn’t like how Kyuhyun held Ryeowook. He wished it was him holding him, and not Kyuhyun. He snapped out from his stare, when something hit him from the back of his head. He turned around to look at what it was before hearing a screeching Heechul.

“YAH!” the pretty boy yelled. Siwon and Hankyung only laughed. “That was my favorite shoe! How could you two just throw it like that?!” he said furiously.

Yesung had to try his best and not laugh along with Heechul’s lovers.

~@~

Ryeowook snuggled further into the warmth of Kyuhyun’s body. He inhaled the scent of Kyuhyun, feeling at peace. He loved Kyuhyun, so much. And nothing could ever make him forget anything about Kyuhyun.

“Do I smell that good?” Kyuhyun asked, raising an eyebrow.

Ryeowook nodded. Kyuhyun tightened his arms around his boyfriend, bringing him even closer if that was even possible. He placed a kiss on his hyung’s crown before resting his cheek against it.

“I love you, Kyuhyun~” Ryeowook giggled. “You’re my favorite teddy bear and always will be.”

Kyuhyun laughed out loud. “Oh really? Well, I love you too my little plushy.” He smile, pinching Ryeowook’s nose playfully.

Suddenly they heard a loud scream behind them and turned around to see what was wrong, only to see a furious Heechul. Oh now they’re going to get it from Heechul hyung, the both of them thought once they turned away from the scene, laughing. The next thing they heard were Kangin and Eeteuk’s loud scolding from upfront.

~@~

It was their time to rehearse on stage. Their manager ushered them hurriedly out on to the stage, while Kibum stood backstage to watch. Once they were ready, one of the workers gave a sign telling them the music’s about to start. There was a countdown from three to one, and soon the music started. But the music stopped as soon as it had started, and the lights suddenly went out. It was dark and hard to see. People back stage began to scream and become frantic.

“What happened?!” Eeteuk screamed, wanting answers. “Kangin? Where are you?”

“Everyone please calm down! We have sent someone to get flashlights and check the problem! We’re extremely sorry!” yelled someone, who had a horn speaker.

There were names being called everywhere, it was almost hard to hear. Kibum was confused and lost. Eeteuk and a few others began to search for their members on stage, careful as to where they’re stepping while in the dark. Ryeowook couldn’t tell where he was on stage, but he was desperate to find his magnae. Reaching out in front of him, he called Kyuhyun’s name and tried finding him.

“Kyuhyun! Kyuhyun, where are you? I’m scared.” Ryeowook wailed.

Suddenly he lost balance and felt himself falling. It was then he had realized he was falling off the stage. Everything happened to fast, and before he knew it he felt a big pang of pain on his head. Then everything went black for him. Eeteuk they were able to gather mostly everyone, until they noticed someone was missing. Ryeowook.

“Ryeowook, has anyone seen Ryeowook?!” Kyuhyun exclaimed worriedly.

“Ryeowook!” Heechul screamed with his loud voice.

No one heard Ryeowook reply, and all they could do was hope for everything to quickly be over and that Ryeowook was safe somewhere unhurt. The lights flickered on, and it took everyone awhile to adjust to the brightness. Kibum ran out onto the stage in a hurry.

“Are you guys okay?” he asked.

They nodded and asked Kibum if he was alright himself.

“Ryeowook’s missing though!” Yesung said.

Hankyung had his lips in a tight line. “We have to look for him!”

They stood in a place and looked around, until someone spotted him. Donghae’s eyes widened when he caught sight of Ryeowook on the ground, his body laid out on the ground, a thin trickle of blood flowing down the side of his face. Everyone turned to look in Donghae’s direction.

“Oh my god…” Eeteuk mumbled breathlessly, his hand covering his mouth. “Ryeowook!”

Kyuhyun was the first to run to the fallen, unconscious boy. He cradled Ryeowok in his arms, holding him tightly against his chest. It looked like when he took the fall his head had ended up hitting one of the stereo speakers hard. Tears streamed down his face as he called his boyfriend’s name numerous times as the others gathered around them.

“Please be okay, Ryeowook. You have to be okay…” Kyuhyun cried.

Eeteuk kneeled on the other side of Ryeowook. He checked his pulse to find it still pumping. He looked up at the other members, their faces shocked and filled with fear and sadness.

“Someone call an ambulance!” Eeteuk yelled. “We need help!”

Eeteuk turned his attention back to Ryeowook, trying his best to be strong and not cry as well.


soo... what do you guys think? and sorry it's short, but i just thought this was a nice place to end it? (: comments<3

Title: Love Disease
Pairing: KyuWook
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Summary: Love… is like a disease. No matter how happy you are, there will always be pain. And no matter how small or big the pain is, it will always be etched into your memory. Even… if there are many happy ones.
Author's Note: Hey everyone! I am back with some more KyuWook! 8) Excited? Maybe, maybe not? Since it's angst anyways~ But even so, I do hope you guys enjoy this one. And right now, I am working on a chaptered fic for this pair. It will be up as soon as I can figure out a title for it. xD But for now, please enjoy this oneshot. Comments are greatly appreciated<3


Love… is like a disease.
No matter how happy you are,
There will always be pain.
And no matter how small or big the pain is,
It will always be etched into your memory.
Even… if there are many happy ones.


13 years ago…

“Kyuhyun-ah, say hi to Ryeowook,” your mother instructed. You just stared at the small boy, who was slightly hiding behind your mother’s friend’s back. To your amusement, he was older than you, yet so small. He was 8 and you were 7. You already knew you wouldn’t like him just by the way he looked; shy, fragile, mute, and stupid. Your mother nudged you from behind a bit, and pushed you forward to introduce yourself. You rolled your small eyes. “Annyeong, I’m Kyuhyun!” You said, not smiling much. “Be nice to him, okay? Mama and Papa are going to be inside with Ryeowook’s parents. Have fun.” And they left you two alone after those words were said. Ryeowook stood where he had been earlier, his hands behind his back, and still quiet. You actually began to believe he was autism or had some sort of disorder, until he finally spoke up.

“H-Hi?” You heard him mutter shyly. Your eyes squinted towards him, suspicious. Wait… what was there to be suspicious about? You didn’t know, but you just were for some reason. When you continued to stare at him, you noticed he began to feel uncomfortable. You removed that look on your face and smiled at him. “You talk?” You beamed joyfully. He nodded. “I’m Ryeowook,” he grinned at you. “I know your name already! Let’s go play!” You exclaimed, jumping happily. He nodded once again. With no more patience, you grabbed his hand and led him to your backyard to play soccer. And while you did so, you thought, Hmm, maybe he isn’t as bad as I thought. But what you didn’t expect was you sticking with him forever.


5 years ago…

Ryeowook was 16 and you were 15. You two were both in high school, and even though you two didn’t have classes together due to grade and age difference, you both had the same lunch and always left school with each other. Both of you were like glue, no one could separate the two of you from each other. If you had to stay afterschool, Ryeowook stayed with you. Because you were younger, he always took care of you. So what if he always looked after you? You were always the mature one. He was like a brother to you, and you weren’t sure how to repay him for that.

The bell rang and you rushed to go meet Ryeowook out at the school gate. You ran to your locker, grabbed all the things you needed, and sprinted outside, the principal yelling after you for running in the hallways like some maniac. You saw him waiting at the gate, and smiled. He waved at you, and you couldn’t help but get butterflies in your tummy. In no time, you reached him. “Hey! Slow down,” he pouted at you cutely. You just grinned goofily at him, and he pinched your cheek lightly as he giggled at your expression. You were still trying to catch your breath. “Hyung, can we stop by the ice-cream parlor before heading home? My treat,” you said, pouting back at him as soon as you regained your breathing. He looked up at the sky, thinking. “Mm… sure! But I’m paying!” and he ran off without you. “YAH!~” you screamed, chasing after him. “That’s unfair!” “Nu-uh.~” “Is too!” “Do you want ice-cream or not?!” “Yes, but- oh fine! Go ahead and spend your money! I’ll have more than you then.” “Okay~”


2 years ago…

He was 19 and you were 18. Your parents had agreed to let you two move into an expensive apartment together. You couldn’t have been happier being able to live alone with your hyung. No more parents would have to tell you two what to do. You guys were, after all, freshmen in college now.

You looked yourself in the mirror. “I like you, hyung,” you said with a serious expression. You shook your head with a “No, that’s horrible”. “I really, really like you, Ryeowook hyung~” you said, this time cute. That turned out being another “no”. “Hyung, I like you! So would you give me a chance? It’s fine if we can’t be-” “Do you, really?” now that wasn’t your voice. You turned around and saw Ryeowook standing by the door. Your cheeks turned a bright red, and your eyes showed embarrassment. He walked over to you, and you could feel your heartbeat increasing with each step he took. “Kyuhyun, do you really feel that way about me?” Ryeowook asked in such a soft tone once he reached you, and it only made you become more bashful. You nodded shyly, and he laughed. You frowned.

There wasn’t anything funny about your unready confession. And then you feel him wrap his arms tightly around you, pulling your bodies close, causing you to blush some more. “I’d love to give us a shot. Know why, Hyunnie? Because I also you like you a lot too,” he whispered into your ear. Your heart jumped at his confession. You finally take time to wrap your arms around him too, but he pulls away slightly almost instantly just to look at you. You smiled at him, and he did the same. Before you can comprehend anything, he already lowered down and kissed you on the lips gently.


1 year ago…

You were 19 and he was 20.

“Ryeowook, I’m home!” You yelled, while coming in through the door. You had just gotten back from work, only to come home to meet silence. It was evening, and none of the lights were on; the only source of light was coming in from the windows, making their apartment look bluish. You took off your shoes and wondered where your boyfriend had gone. He usually came to greet you. “Wookie?” you called as you walked deeper into the apartment. You stopped in your tracks when you saw him sitting on the couch. He wasn’t sleeping in a sitting position or anything, but he didn’t look himself. His eyes had no expression and he was staring off into space.

Worried, you walked over to him cautiously. You kneeled down in front of him and looked up at him; you could now see the trails of tears on his cheeks. “Ryeowook, is something wrong?” You asked calmly. He didn’t answer you, nor look at you. “Baby, tell me what’s wrong…” You pleaded, bringing a hand under his chin and turning him to look at you. And that’s when he begins to cry harder and let out quiet sobs. You lift yourself higher and he leans into you, wrapping his arms around your neck. All you could do was hug him back. “Kyuhyun… Kyuhyun, I’m dying.” He cried weakly.

Your eyes widened, and you pulled him completely away from you. “W-What? Ryeowook, are you crazy? What makes you think you’re dying?!” You said; hands holding his shoulders as you lightly shook him. He only shook his head and pried your arms off his shoulder tiredly. “Remember when I fainted two weeks ago and you had to take me to the doctor due to me having intense fevers?” Ryeowook reminded you. You just nodded. “You remember me telling you the doctor needed to take some tests on me right?” You nodded again. “Well… the results arrived this morning and… Kyuhyun, I… I have leukemia.”He said, looking you in the eye.

You shook your head, letting out a small laugh. “N-No… That can’t be. The results must have been wrong! There was probably an error! Let’s go back over there and tell them to-” “No! I’ve already done that. I have leukemia, Kyuhyun. And no matter what, we’re going to have to find a way to deal with it. I know it’ll be hard, but I only have another year to live. It’s too late for me.” He said, managing to show a sad smile. You shook your head and began to cry yourself. You were angry with God. How could he take the most important person in your life away from you? You pulled him into a tight embrace, scared that if you let go he would disappear right before your eyes.

“I don’t want to die, Kyuhyun… I don’t want to leave you…” Ryeowook sobbed, as he clung onto you. “You won’t die, I know you won’t. We’ll just have to fight hard, Ryeowook. We could do that, together…” You said with a shaky voice, while running your hand through his hair. That night, you and he held each other tightly in bed. He needed your strength, and you needed his. That was all the both of you could wish for at a time like this.


Now…

You stared at his sleeping face, while holding his hand in yours. You could hear the heart monitor beeping every second. As that continued, you knew he was slowly slipping away from you. No, you guys weren’t at the hospital. He didn’t want to spend his last moments in a building that was all white and filled with ill people, so they had talked the doctor into allowing Ryeowook to stay at home. But even so, he was too sick to do much now. You’ve noticed he would get paler each day, and that scared you. You never knew when he would slip away from you.

You felt his hand jerk a bit, and soon his eyes flutter open. He looks at you a flashes a weak smile. “What happened?” he asked clueless. You forced yourself to smile back at him. “You went unconscious, that’s all. The doctor came to check on you and said everything should be okay,” you said. You knew part of it was a white lie. You and he knew everything wasn’t okay. “Really…? That’s good,” he breathed out his words heavily. You nodded. Things became quiet between the both of you. Suddenly he pulls at your hand, and you look at him questioningly. “…Come to bed with me?” he mumbles. You nod once again and climb into bed with him.

You pull him close to you, and tuck your head under his chin. Your ear rested against his chest, and you let out a sigh at the sound of his heartbeat. Tears begin to fill your eyes, and you take a deep shaky breath to help you hold back those tears. He knew you were going to cry, and that’s why he wrapped his arms tighter around you even in his weak state. “I don’t get it… How is it possible that you’re fading away…? I still hear it. Your heart’s still beating, isn’t it? It’s still beating loud enough for me to hear and feel. You’re still breathing aren’t you?

“I can still feel it come warm against my skin. So why are they telling me you’re going to be gone? Why are they doing this to us…?” You cried quietly to him as he held you. You could feel him pulling you closer to him. He lets out a shaky breath as well, and you begin to cry, your tears wetting his shirt. “I’m still here, aren’t I, Kyuhyun? I’m holding you against me right now, am I not? I’m letting you cry on me, right? I’m not leaving yet. I won’t go until I’m too ill to open my eyes just so I can see daylight, alright?” He said to you, lightly brushing your hair back with his fingers. You nod and close your eyes tightly, more tears falling. He bends his head down and kisses the top of your hair.

“Are you tired, Kyuhyun?” Ryeowook asks you in a soft tone. “Only a little,” you reply, even though you knew fully you were exhausted. “You should sleep,” he tells you. You shake your head. “No,” you protest. You wouldn’t –couldn’t at all let him slip past you no matter what. “I love you, Kyuhyun…” Ryeowook says with so much love it pains you inside. You don’t say anything until he asks you to. “Do you love me?” He questions, even though he knows the answer. “Yes. Yes I love you, Ryeowook. I love you so much that when you’re gone, I’ll feel like a part of me has been ripped away. But even so, there will always be you inside my heart and memory.” You say with as much love.

He sighs and moves a bit. “Kyuhyun…?” he mumbles. You tip your head up a bit to look at him. “Hmm…?” You answer his call. “…Can we switch positions? I… I want to hear your heartbeat, please…?” And you do as he wished. You remove your arms from around him and move up. He wraps his arms around your waist and you pull him close to your body. He cuddles into your touch and hums a bit. “Mm… you’re so warm, Hyunnie.” He said quietly. You froze at the sound of the nickname he had given you. You hear the heart monitor begin to pick up its pace, and you look at it panicked. He was beginning to slip away from you already. He smiles peacefully as he closes his eyes shut, and you become scared.

“Your heartbeat… so soothing… I wish to hear it beat like this for me always…” He whispered, still smiling. He fakes a yawn, and you shake your head frantically. “No… No, Ryeowook, don’t sleep; n-not yet. Please, not u-until I do…” You beg, voice beginning to crack. “Mm… good bye, Kyuhyun. I love you…” And soon everything just stopped. You couldn’t feel his chest move anymore. All you could feel was his limp body in your arms, and the million tears falling down your cheeks. And all you heard was the heart monitor’s loud, long beep. You cradle him the closest you can to your body, and rock back and forth, letting out painful cries. You’ll never forget meeting him and being able to love him the way you did...


Don't kill me? *runs away* Okay, I know I ended it horribly, but! The story was still nice, yes? Comments<3

*100 Super Junior Fic Challenge Archive
(100 Super Junior Fic Challenge ; Are you up for the challenge?)

Started ; 09.07.09
Completed ; 0/100

001. Freefall, Eeteuk/Kangin
002. Christmas, Heechul/Ryeowook
003. Blindfolds, Hankyung/Yesung
004. Chocolate, Yesung/Shindong
005. Overworked, Ryeowook/Kibum
006. Burn, Heechul/Yesung
007. Dark, Eeteuk/Sungmin
008. Locket, Heechul/Sungmin
009. Coffee, Eunhyuk/Donghae
010. Shiver, Heechul/Heechul
011. Rooftops, Hankyung/Sungmin
012. Chains, Heechul/Kangin
013. Watermelon, Shiwon/Kyuhyun
014. Home, Heechul/Donghae
015. Lick, Heechul/Hankyung
016. Quiet Places, Yesung/Ryeowook
017. Accidents, Ryeowook/Ryeowook
018. Keys, Eeteuk/Shiwon
019. Clocks, Shindong/Eunhyuk
020. Glow, Donghae/Kibum
021. Park Benches, Yesung/Kyuhyun
022. Diamonds, Sungmin/Kibum
023. Tears, Yesung/Shiwon
024. Spotlight, Sungmin/Kyuhyun
025. Smoke, Eeteuk/Shindong
026. Pressure, Eunhyuk/Ryeowook
027. Replacement, Heechul/Kibum
028. Choking, Eeteuk/Ryeowook
029. Sea, Sungmin/Shiwon
030. Warmth, Kangin/Donghae
031. Midnight Walks, Shiwon/Ryeowook
032. Roses, Shindong/Shindong
033. Flirt, Yesung/Kibum
034. Acceptance, Hankyung/Kibum
035. Blind, Heechul/Shiwon
036. Bathroom Tiles, Hankyung/Shiwon
037. Rotation, Hankyung/Kyuhyun
038. "I want you to stay forever.", Eeteuk/Kibum
039. All the People, Hankyung/Donghae
040. Skin, Shindong/Kyuhyun
041. Dance Practice, Shindong/Kibum
042. Suits, Kibum/Kyuhyun
043. Washing Machines, Donghae/Shiwon
044. Rejection, Eunhyuk/Eunhyuk
045. Smooth, Shindong/Sungmin
046. Stuffed Animals, Kangin/Eunhyuk
047. Stutter, Sungmin/Sungmin
048. That Girl, Eeteuk/Hankyung
049. "What's the difference?", Hankyung/Hankyung
050. Lost, Heechul/Kyuhyun
051. Aliens, Ryeowook/Kyuhyun
052. Cake, Sungmin/Donghae
053. Puppies, Eeteuk/Heechul
054. Self-Image, Hankyung/Shindong
055. Shatter, Kangin/Kangin
056. Filth, Donghae/Ryeowook
057. Scales, Donghae/Kyuhyun
058. Lies, Shiwon/Shiwon
059. Calendar, Eeteuk/Eeteuk
060. Humid, Heechul/Eunhyuk
061. Disguises, Yesung/Yesung
062. God, Hankyung/Kangin
063. Video Games, Yesung/Eunhyuk
064. Balance, Kyuhyun/Kyuhyun
065. Grip, Donghae/Donghae
066. Mice, Eeteuk/Donghae
067. Sunrise, Yesung/Sungmin
068. Degradation, Kibum/Kibum
069. Sailing, Kangin/Shiwon
070. Thunderstorm, Kangin/Sungmin
071. Plays (Theatre), Hankyung/Ryeowook
072. Muscles, Kangin/Kibum
073. Milkshakes, Eeteuk/Eunhyuk
074. Flu Season, Shindong/Ryeowook
075. Wrap, Yesung/Donghae
076. Youth, Shindong/Shiwon
077. Pass, Sungmin/Ryeowook
078. Sickness, Kangin/Kyuhyun
079. The Same Old Thing, Eeteuk/Yesung
080. Crackle, Eunhyuk/Shiwon
081. Noise/Noiseless, Kangin/Shindong
082. Evening, Shiwon/Kibum
083. Fever, Hankyung/Eunhyuk
084. Snowflakes, Eunhyuk/Kyuhyun
085. Ache, Shindong/Donghae
086. Violins, Eunhyuk/Kibum
087. Belief, Sungmin/Eunhyuk
088. Numbers, Eeteuk/Kyuhyun
089. "I like your face.", Kangin/Ryeowook
090. Clean, Heechul/Shindong
091. Stars, Yesung/Kangin
092. Gorgeous, WC *
093. Bubble Baths, WC *
094. Makeup, WC *
095. Drowning, WC *
096. "I like you. I like you. I like you.", WC *
097. Glasses, WC *
098. Soothing, WC *
099. Apples, WC *
100. Regrets, WC *

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